happiness

Up: two thumbs uplah!

by chics on Monday, 24 August 2009 - 1 pm · 21 comments

Went to watch Up last weekend, walaupun tersangat mengantuk, kutahankan jua. Tula gatal, dah tau tak boleh tidur lambat nakkk jugak tengok midnight.

Instead of ordering the vege appertiser, I ordered aglio olio this time. Selalunya dia hantar lambat sikit tapi since it’s midnight show, they send the food 10 minutes after the movie started.

I think they ran out of chilli flakes that they substituted it with cili kering instead, bapak pedas ok, nak terbelahak aku dalam tu.

Dahla pulak tu, the movie was so fking saddddd. Dalam kepedasan tu jugakla aku menangis sebab sedihlah. Nasib baik gelap, takdela nampak sangat muka aku yang hodoh menangis sambil makan sambil tahan pedas [macamla kalau terang dan tak nangis cun sangat haha].

Overall the movie was a good one, as usual Pixar never fails me.

Just that, until today aku tak boleh stop wondering

Is there such husband yang betul-betul sayangkan wife dia sampai begitu sekali? Wujud lagikah?

Who will still loves her despite she cannot give him a child, who will loves her sampai dia dah tua even sampai dia dah takde, who will loves her sampai he would do anything to fulfill her wish.

I know it’s juts a movie and I know the truth tu macam susah je but I won’t stop hoping.

It’s good to watch a movie yang penuh dengan kasih sayang, memberi kau harapan dunia ni takdelah teruk sangat.

Membuat orang yang skeptical and penuh aura amarah macam aku ni pun berbunga-bunga

Tetibe aku teringat aglio olio tu. Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh sudahhhhhhh

Tagged as: aglio olio, Golden Screen Cinema, Pixar, up

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Selamat datang Ramadhan

by chics on Friday, 21 August 2009 - 2 pm · 18 comments

in greetings,happiness,life

Ramadhan comes again.

Unlike last year I don’t really feel the kesyahduan, mungkin sebab aku tak boleh puasa, so malam ni tak bolehla pergi tarawikh and rasa bestnye ramai orang sama-sama tarawikh [tapi tengokla lagi 2 minggu, ramai ke tidak haha]

Cuma aku sedikit syahdu tak dapat bersahur dengan emak lagi [although boleh kira berapa kali je kan], but I promised her I will berbuka together with her everyday if I could and I promise myself I would bring her for sahur at McD. She loves it.

Damnlah, tahun ni aku kene bangun siapkan sahur sebab dah takde emak atau kakak yang nak buatkan. Ahh tengokla sebab aku rasa bukan aku yang siapkan haha.

Adakah aku rasa bersalah? Tidak juga. Habis nak buat camanala, dah aku memang malas plus he’s not the type of guy yang tiba-tiba lepas kawen terus lumpuh tatau pegi beli makanan sendiri or siapkan sendiri.

Okla fineeeeeeeeeeeeeee aku bangunnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn. Tetibe rasa bersalah padahal takde pon orang kesah. Stigma masyarakat ni [motif?]

Anywayyyyy, I would like take this opportunity to ask for forgiveness from yew bunnies bersempena kedatangan bulan yang mulia ini.I know aku adalah manusia yang keji dan tidak menjaga perasaan orang yela, kalau aku asyik nak jaga perasaan orang siapa nak jaga perasaan aku?

Eh?

Ok again.

I would like to ask for forgiveness from you bunnies, if I ever said or do anything that might have hurt you [which I know I did, a lot]

Hopefully this Ramadhan will bring a greater blessing to all of us.

And hopefully I can control my anger and my swearing hehe.

what the hell is rambu?

To my muslim bunnies, selamat beribadah.

Tagged as: fasting, Ramadhan, sahur

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Small gesture

by chics on Thursday, 16 July 2009 - 12 am · 15 comments

in happiness,mellow

There are many times I told myself, maybe I should stop.

I don’t have much to tell anymore, if I have some it would not be suitable for others to read. I am scared with the fact that I become more and more comfortable in telling the story of my life – was not supposed to happen.

Sometimes before I press the publish button I have to think hard and cringed on the desicion I was about to make.

Most of those time, I deleted them or put a password for protection.

I cannot my bunnies, old wound and scars thought me well.

But.

Within this space, they are many people have touched me in so many ways. Sometimes it was such a small gestures tapi they still hit my soft spot.

I know I am not a nice person, I hardly says nice things and I don’t really like to give freebies or presents to my bunnies. Reason being, I want people to read this blog because of the crap [haha] that I wrote not because I am offering something else.

Although I might do it in rare occasion yet I don’t want to make it a habit.

My way of appreciating is by talking and listening at the same time. I will try to reply all comments and emails, for now.

Which a lot of people do and that’s why I said, I am not a nice person to begin with.

Few days ago, someone asked me about my mailing address because she said she saw something that reminded her of me. I gave my address to her but I completely forget all about it after that.

Not until two days ago when he came up with a package [envelope to be more precised] on his hand. He handed it to me.

The moment I saw the envelope I knew who was it from.

What touched me the most was the thought of her thinking of me and her thank you card, thanking coz I alway cheer her up with my crappy entries [you know what she meant, those bongok entries yang memalukan diri sendiri hehe].