hall of shame

Today or actually yesterday

by chics on Thursday, 27 August 2009 - 12 am · 13 comments

This may sounds boring but I just have to say it. Or else I cannot leave with a peace heart [ I am going to sleep at emak's]

Something happened today [ by the time you read this, it's already yesterday hehe]

I missed the exit, ended taking a longer way and nearly kill somebody. Tapi dia pon bongok jugak, nak masuk simpang tak kasi signal. Tak pepasal aku jadi pembunuh di bulan ramadhan.

But that wasn’t it, when I was queuing for my snack plate at KFC, I saw him.

When I saw that face I can’t keep my eyes from gawking. It’s really him. The same boy who used to cry after being teased so bad by his peers.

I wanted to say

“Hi Arif, remember me?”

But I was too chicken shit and I was still in disbelieve, after all this years..

He was tall and was limping when he walked. I grabbed my chicken and hurriedly follow him. In my mind, I can’t help wondering, how is he? Is he doing ok? I hope his life is ok. I am sorry? Will he forgive me?

I followed him, without really knowing my motive, maybe I was gathering my guts to say something or perhaps I just want to see whether he’s ok.

Finally I saw him get into a rempit car, usually I will cringe whenever I see rempit car but not this time.

Oh, he drives, he likes car, that’s good, I thought.

There was a woman on the passager seat, can’t tell who she was, probably her mom, probably her sister or could be his gf or wife. I didn’t want to come close to take a look. Walaupun aku kak nam tapi aku masih terkawal [hehe].

They were talking to each other and then he drove away.

In my car, I felt..I don’t know.

Happy that he’s ok, despite the bad memory we gave him.

But I also felt sad, because I am a coward. I should have walk to him and say sorry.

While stopping at the traffic light, I cried.

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Prove to me that you are a girl

by chics on Thursday, 13 August 2009 - 12 am · 19 comments

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I am addicted to twitter and I think you bunnies know that already. One of the twitterers that I follow is XiaXue.

Ehem, malu nak ngaku aku follow somebody famous but she is funny and harsh [i like haha], unlike some famous people yang give boring tweets.

Anyway, this was one of her tweets

Tweet 1

The tweet immediately reminded of an uncle. Well, not an uncle per se but he’s my dad’s cousins or something like that so I had to call him uncle.

Tweet 2

It’s true, every time he saw me, he would ask me that question

“Awak ni lelaki ke perempuann? Kalau awak bukan lelaki, takde bird, buktikanlah”

WTF right?

I remembered feeling angry and rotten that time. I always shouted

“Kita perempuanlah!”

And with a mocking face he will asked me to prove it.

I wanted to tapi adakah aku gila nak bukak sluar tunjuk? Nak tunjuk tetek, leper macam plywood je masa tu [macamla skang ni ada bonjolan besarkan haha]

As the result, I always tried my best to avoid him.

Never told anyone, including my mum coz I felt so ashamed. Ashamed sebab he asked me that question and ashamed because I dunno how will they react.

And maybe I was ashamed because he might meant it as a joke and everybody will see it as a joke too since he’s sort of an uncle to me, it’s just me yang ada rasa keji.

Coz he also did it in front of other people and they seemed ok about it. So maybe aku je kot kan?

But I think I told my bedmate, eh ye ke? Ntah tak ingat.

Tweet 3

I always thought that his gesture was sick but reading it being said by somebody else made me realised the truth. He is sick and perhaps he is a pedophile too.

Yucks.

First of all, why the hell you asked such question to a kid? Dahla blood related pulak tu.

Thinking of it made me feel sick already. To think that I always went to his rumah and such.

And right now I feel harassed.

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Kucing yang derhaka

by chics on Friday, 10 July 2009 - 9 am · 29 comments

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He messaged me on facebook. Hah.

But am not going to elaborate more about it sebab naik bosanla pulakk cakap pasal dia ni, kalau nak tau apa dia cakap message me or twitter me okies.

Tak pun baca jelah status fb aku hehe.

Anyway today while I was outside the house I heard two kucing bergaduh.

Turned out to be MJ bergaduh dengan Titten. Both of them was at one of my neighbours balcony. Not a balconyla actually tapi macam bahagian atas rumah depan balcony. Ah whateverlah tak reti aku nak explain.

I think it was Titten yang mula-mula dulu baring dekat balcony tu, tapi lepas tu MJ datang. I knew MJ came later sebab dia sama-sama dekat dapur dengan aku tadi.

But being MJ the Queen, she go and slap Titten on the face and apa lagi, bergumpallah dua ekor tu.

Seranggg

Aku marah betul bila MJ buat prangai macam ni. Dia selalu macam ni tau, tak suka nak share. Nak dia sorang jeee. Kalau aku sayang kucing lain ke apa, mulalah moody and jealous.

So dari jauh aku jerit