I am feeling great since the last update. Didn’t feel a single sadness, just a little bit neausea.
The sleeping problem is still there though. The dr provided me with a new sleeping pills but it didn’t suits me, I still prefer stilnox.
I am still having anxiety and panic attack though.
And I notice, I began to be more forgetful than before.
Sometimes when I am driving, I will feel blank and panic because I don’t know where I was, although it was the same route I took everyday. It was scary.
Not only that, I sometimes even forgot how to drive. I usually drive Swirly’s car, which is a manual car. While driving, I will forgot which pedal to push for stopping or accelerating.
I did asked the doctor how long I should take my meds, he told me the least would be 5 months, and after that he will see my progress.
I am getting better, listening to songs and watching movies that usually brought me to tears are not a problem now.
I beleive everything will be just fine :)
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