Could not sleep.
I can’t wait to get a new kitten. Doesn’t mean I am over the ginger and white fur [can't even mention his name, too painful] just that I want this emptiness to be filled.
He will always be my baby.
I am at my in laws house and will be back on the 28th but I am having such a good company that I begin to question my desicion for not staying until new year.
Went partying with SIL and I surprised myself by lightening up and enjoying it. I even surprised the people with some ‘skill’ that I thought was long forgotten.
Forgive me, gloating over poyo things like this is unacceptable but give me some credit for not staying at home feeling shitty.
Didn’t go for the second night though, tak sanggup acik. Acik duduk rumah baca ombak rindu [which was so so only].
Tomorrow, medi pedi session awaits followed by trip to the hair salon.
Best jugak ada adik pompuan ni kan?
