May 2011

Seplais!

by chics on Saturday, 28 May 2011 - 4 pm · 12 comments

in happiness

As planned, we watched Nur Kasih last night. It was a good movie [I might write another entry for that]. When the movie ended, It was around 11.45. I checked my phone but there was not a single miss called.

Weird.

He was supposed to call, as always.

And usually, I will call him instead bila dia tak call tapi semalam rasa macam hmm.. takpelah.

I told Nicky about it but that’s about it, I did not tell her that my instinct told me he’s up to something.

On my way back, gerak hati aku kuat cakap maybe he will be home tomorrow and even before aku lelap mata I still think about it.

I even wrote something about it on twitter

I purposely didn’t want to write the exact thing sebab acik takut kecewa. Kalau aku tulis macam high hope gila babi lepas tu besok tak jadi masak macarons sebab busy lap air mata dengan kain batik sambil nyanyi lagu patah hati [nyanyi- patahlaa hatii, membawaaa deritaaa].

Sebabnya dia kata dia balik next week, yang mungkin juga boleh jadi next next week atau next next nexttttttttttttt week. Ataupun next month.

So I told myself, brush it off. We only believe want we want to believe, sebab tu aku rasa macam tu kot.

Bila aku bangun tido, I totally forgot about it lalu menjalani hidup as planned – went to post office, bla..blaa and prepare to bake macarons .

Tengah-tengah prepare hari hujan, agak kecewa di situ so aku biarkan jela bahan-bahan tu dulu and sambung main game.

Tetibe rasa nak pergi toilet.

Now, aku memang tak suka tutup pintu bila pergi toilet. Reason

a) Ah beng nanti suka cakar pintu sebab dia nak masuk

b) Kalau ada lipas ke or lipan ke atau benda merangkak yang lain ke senang aku nak melompat keluar hehe

so aku biarkan je pintu terbuka.

 

Sedang aku membongkok di dalam toilet, tiba-tiba aku nampak sepasang kaki disusuli dengan suara lelaki

“Hai, sayang!”

Whaaa..? Whooo??

I screamed like perempuan gila akibat ketakutan.

 

There I was, naked and there was this male saying hello to me dahla panggil aku sayang pulak tu!

And in my scream, I saw a very cheeky smile yang sangat familiar menyengih di muka pintu.

Bedmate!!

Tak sempat aku nak cakap apa-apa dia dah blah ke depan. Apakah?

I was like.. is that him? Or am I imagining things?

Hurriedly, I finished my business and pergi ke depan tapi aku tak nampak dia pun :( .

Apa niiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii? Kenapa memainkan perasaan I? Eiiiiiiiiiiiii

 

And then I saw him, outside,  menarik beg yang besar di luar untuk masuk ke dalam, dalam kebasahan.

[insert smiley face seribu kali]

 

I know I can trust my instinct!!!

When I told him I knew it dia macam tak puas hati. Mungkin dia rasa suprise dia tak menjadi.

But honestly, I got more than a suprise, I was shocked ditegur seorang lelaki di dalam keadaan bogel dalam toilet.

 

Tapi lelaki itu juga mendapat surprise, kerana di dalam toilet dia mana dia menegurku, aku sedang menukar tuala wanita.

Hehehe.

 

 

 

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Tired and sleepless.

by chics on Friday, 27 May 2011 - 1 am · 4 comments

in crap

It’s 1.24 am. I just finished mandi, orang kata tak elok mandi malam but I can’t help it, panas sangat.

I feel tired, rasa macam nak tidur tapi bila aku baring nanti mesti tak boleh tidur. Yesterday I was blinking in the dark for hours [masa aku masuk tidur pun dah 1 lebih] last-last aku macam terpaksa meditate untuk focus mind untuk tak berfikir banyak sangat.

Sounded poyo but it worked.

Tomorrow will be a busy day tapi malamnya akan tengok movie dengan Tina and Nicky. Yeay!

I cannot believe I am going to watch Nur Kasih. Don’t get me wrong, I do love malay movies and aku ada je pergi tengok cerita melayu dekat wayang just that I hate Fizz Fairuz and I don’t really like what his face again? Ala, si jambul tu, ah Remy Ishak. Please don’t ask me why the word jambul popped out tak taula apsala nampak muka dia terbayang jambul. Takdela benci ke tak suka ke apa cuma kalau dia berlakon drama, harapan untuk aku tukar channel itu ada.

But yeah, I am going to watch Nur Kasih just to spend some time with tetek yang ku sayang.

On the other hand, can you believe I don’t have any idea what is actually Nur Kasih?

When the drama was aired, I was too occupied with my work. Nak beramas mesra pun tak sempat inikan pulak nak bernur kasih. I only know dalam cerita tu Tiz Zaqyah pakai tudung. Dengarnya macam best tapi tengoknya tak dapat.

So, tomorrow I will no more a Nur Kasih virgin [apakah?]

Oklah, aku nak cuba tidur, kalau tak kang ada jugak yang tidur dalam movie.

Tata

 

 

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She just wanted love

by chics on Thursday, 26 May 2011 - 12 am · 16 comments

in emo

I went out to deliver the macarons to one of my customers yesterday evening. Lepas tu, I went merayau di sekeliling looking for things that I need [and I don't need. Ehem 1]

So when I reached home it was almost maghrib.

When I stepped outside the car, I noticed there was a kitten [ah beng's colour] in front of my neighbour’s house, opposite where I was standing.

I was not sure whether aku ni memang ada pheromone yang menarik kucing or the kitten can smell the cat’s smell in me, but she ran towards me sambil mengiau dan berbunyi purr purr serentak.

I was delighted sebab I always welcome any cats yang datang dekat aku baik kucing jalanan atau gebu. We played for a while di mana she started to bite me.

Bukan bite sakitla but bite manja. Still, I was confused whether she was just want to bermain or she was hungry.

Bila hari dah makin gelap, I needed to go inside but the kitten won’t let me. Even when I shooed her away, she still followed me.

Jadi aku resah.

Sebab dalam rumah ada 3 ekor kucing yang garang [not to mention gila]. Ikutkan hati aku, sangat mahu mengambil kitten comel itu masuk ke dalam dan sambung main.

I went inside the house and let the door open.

Dia masuk dengan riang-ria sambil berbunyi manja.

Tapi, as I expected, the rest of the cats hissed, showing their hostility dan si kecil itu tetap innocent, purring. I had no choice but to let her out and closed the door.

Selalunya, kucing yang ikut masuk rumah adalah kucing lapar. The thought of that kitten kelaparan adalah sangat menyeksakan aku so I put some of my cats’ food in one of their bowls dan bawa keluar.

Bila aku buka pintu kucing itu sudah berada di luar gate, memandang jauh entah ke mana. Bila dia tersedar aku mula menghampiri gate, dia melompat masuk dan sambung berbunyi dan menggesel di kaki.

Don’t your heart just melt? Mine did, and that kitten mended some hole I had inside ketika itu.

I put her in front of the bowl but instead of eating she keep rubbing her face on my feet. I tried showing her the food again but she still went on with her purring and rubbing.

Aku masuk ke dalam. Aku fikir, mungkin lepas aku pergi dia akan makan.

10 minit, aku keluar.

Kucing itu tiada. Makan tidak bersentuh.

And then it hit me.

The kitten didn’t want food, chics. She wanted love.

I just want you to love me, even for a while.

 

Dan aku pun sedih.

 

Mungkin sebab aku perlukan benda yang sama ketika itu.

 

 

  1. Tapi I janji yang, I beli yang I perlu je. Betul!

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