My brother is getting married today. I was very happy and excited few days ago but now, I am not sure how I feel.
Ayah is in the HDU [High Dependency Unit] since yesterday because of dengue. He was admitted to the hospital two days ago and was transferred to the HDU after his platelet decreased to 24 compared to 85 on the first day he was admitted.
On the first night, my mum decided she want to spend the night at home but I told her to stay at the hospital. She said, tak payahla kot, ayah looked fine.
I wanted to scream and said if he was fine, he would not be in the hospital would he?
Well, he was [at least on the outside], he was asking whether the hospital serves cappucino and he dengan sesuka hati told me to tell my brother to admit himself in the hospital as well since he was also having a fever. Which made me think, ingat ni rumah tumpangan ke sesukati hati nak check in?
My point was, I FUCKING know how does it feel to be left alone in the hospital when you are feeling sick and needy. Maybe other people though, ala sikit je. But selain dari physical sakit, emotionally jugak sakit ok? And komfem nak manja-manja and attention be it lelaki atau perempuan sebab semua manusia juga kan?
But whateverla.
Anyway, to cut the story short I will be the only one in our family to witness my brother bernikah tonight along with my uncles and aunties.
And I will be the one who will run the show tomorrow. Fetch the hantaran, talk to the caterer [ we will have some small makan-makan for the family], layan my sedara and make sure my brother gets everything that he needs.
I really feel sorry for my brother. It is his big day today but both my emak and ayah cannot be there to witness the ceremony. On top of that he is also having a fever at this moment.
Takpe, akak akan try my very best to make everything goes well for you okies? Takpelah kalau mak dengan ayah tak boleh datang, akak datang!
Anyway, thank you for all the kind wishes and great suggestion on twitter. I really really appreciate it. I would like to ask another favour from you bunnies. Pray for my dad’s recovery please?
Thanks.
