I don’t feel like waking up today. I set my alarm thrice and only woke up tot he third alarm. Monday blues yang sangat menyampahkan.
And as I gathered my thing, packing I asked swirly to passed me my phone. I saw and sms from Nikkit.
Msg from Kak Shidote: Zoorek dah xder..She passed away at 4+ am ..:(
I went like..ohh and didn’t really know what to think.
Half way to my destination I feel my heart aching. My heart goes to her family especially her kid. I know it’s a natural thing for everyone to return to Him but having to face the day without your loved ones adalah sangat meremukkan hati.
Honestly, I am not ready to face that. Yet. So hear me God.
And as sick as this may sound, I cannot help to wonder whether or not I will be missed once I am gone.







