Note: This entry might contains some sensitive elements
I’ve been wanting to write but was caught up in doing something else. I even tak sempat to reply your comments but I promise I’ll do it. Just bear with me ok.
Actually I wanted to write about my trip to Cameron Highlands tapi for now aku takde mood sebab gambar aku masa trip tu semua adalah tembam. Dah photoshop pon macam gagal. So itu aku hold dulu, lepas aku apply lipstick tiruan dekat gambar tu maybe aku akan reconsider.
Anyway, as I am writing aku, I am suffering from kebengkakan vagina due to UTI. Benci ok, selalu gila kene benda ni. But this time it was inevitable since my v is very sensitive – I went for a pap smear the day before.
It was not actually pap smear merelylah, I also underwent a series of test. Yang sangat menakutkan. Kalau ikut hati aku ni, tak hingin aku nak pergi but I was advised by my doctor dan dia telah Berjaya menyaiko aku when I told her I don’t think it was necessary.
Apa yang menakutkan?
Pengambilan darah sebanyak 3 tube. I know some of you might say, eleh bukannya banyak pon but hoh, the idea seeing a needle poking my skin dan darah masuk ke dalam tube adalah ngeri. Dahla darah aku macam degil, tak nak keluar, kene tunggu lama baru nak keluar.
:(
Sakit ok.
I did not realize how hard I genggam my tangan, lepas dah kluar baru aku sedar, tapak tangan aku berbekas dek kene cengkaman kuku.
Berbekas
Itu ngeri tapi tak sengeri cerita lepas ni.
Sekali nurse tu panggil masuk dalam satu bilik. I saw a petticoat on a bed [ala katil dekat klinik untuk baring tu la]
“Tukar kain ye, bukak sluar. Sluar dalam pon bukak”
I was like haaaa? Bukak seluar dalammm?
Ok, takpe aku bukak jugalah, lepas tu dia suruh baring. Aku pon baring sambil berfikir, apsalla nak kene baring bagai . Gila bangang aku ni kan, clueless gila. Seriesly I have no idea what was going to happen.
Tiba-tiba doctor datang and suruh spread the legs.
Wtffffffffffffffff laaaaaaaaaaaaaa, aku dahla tak pakai spender niiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii. Kau jangan buat camnilaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
“Jangan segan ye Sharina, saya nak cek ni”
Manala aku tak segan, lepas je dia cakap macam tu, nurse tu pergi bukak lampu untuk suluh pulakkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk.
Apakahhhhhhhhhhhh okkkkkkk.
Masa ni aku macam.. fuckla.. memangla aku suka bogel tapi bukan begini ok. Jangan suluh-suluhla, there’s nothing to see.
“ Ok, jangan angkat punggung, I am going to insert something, it won’t be painful but there will be a slight discomfort”
What something? Apakah something itu? Tell me. Tell meee
Dari posisi berbaring I saw her holding something that looked like spatula yang kepalanya agak weird, macam bentuk sudip cake or something. As she put on her gloves aku punya lutut dah mengigil.
Habislaaaaaahhh akuuuu. Kenapalah I agreed to go for this thing at the first place?
Luckily the doctor was very gentle and she knew how to take away my fear, setiap kali dia buat something she will tell me, sebagai contoh “ok, sekarang I am going to twist this thing to 360 degress..bla..blaa” so aku takdela rasa sengal sangat.
It was not painful tapi macam dia cakaplah, ada a slight discomfort.
Yang kiutnyalast sekali dia cakap
“Good Sharina, very brave and your v is very healthy [wtfla kan?]”
I still have to wait for the proper result though, the nurse said she will call me once the result is ready. I hope everything will be ok.
Tapikan, aku punyalah jakun + happy sebab dah Berjaya melalui pap smear yang ngeri.
Cuma tulah.
Hari ni aku dapat that bloody UTI. Sakit ok, rasa macam kene rogol dengan 10 orang [macamlah pernah kene rogol pon kan]
Hopefully besok dah baik, tak tahanlah asyik terkepit je. Tak suka tau!
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