I still have kertas pasir in my mouth but I am determined not to let it control my mood. Kalau ikutkan hati nak je baring ala-ala zombie atas katil tapi too much baring and rehat boleh menyebabkan barah otak – trust me aku expert dalam bab membiarkan masa berlalu begitu sahaja ni.
So I decided to get up, sort things out and be happy about it. Why shouldn’t I? Although somebody is working tomorrow but we still have 3 days to spend together. Takde plan lagi tapi baring-baring bogel sambil tengok tv and bermousehunt pon kire bestlah apa.
Kadang-kadang aku rasa upset when things don’t go my way. Although people said pisces tak suka plan, aku suka plan and I will get pissed kalau something taik terjadi and of course the easy way out it to blame people. Biasala aku ni, kalau sakit hati mulalah nak salahkan orang, memang keji I know. Hehe
But after sometimes I realise, I can decide my own happiness.
Contohla, aku nak pergi shopping tapi tetibe tukang bawak kereta tak sampai-sampai stuck in the jam dan tak tahu bila boleh sampai. Instead of sulking and sakit hati, baiklah main game or tengok tv atau kalau dah tak sabar sangat, telefon jela cab pergi shopping sendiri.
Sakit otak tu memang akan ada, tipula kalau takde tapi when you try to cheer yourself, lama-lama you will be ok dan boleh berfikir secara rasional. Rather than concentrate on marah tu kan.
Or when I am all alone and he had to go somewhere. As an attention whore memanglah rasa macam nak guling-guling hindustan ok but then kalau aku asyik guling je penat jugak and there’s no point aku cakap rindu suruh dia balik bagai – which kalau dia bebetul balik akan berapa sangat guilty. Baiklah aku call kawan-kawan yang hemsem dan keluar pergi minum hehe.
So yeah, I believe we are capable of determining our own happiness.
Oklah, I need to do what need to be done. So bunnies, have a wonderful weekend and Gong Xi Fa Chai!
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