I am back!
Tapi masih penat sebab tu baru hari ni nak update.
Actually the camp was meant for girls from homes. Meaning girls from orphanages dan bukannya untuk aku but I was therelah.
Anyway it was all fun. I slept in a sleeping bag for two days with no bantal [tapi second night a friend of mine bawakkan bantal] and mandi dengan air yang bapak sejuk.
The most important past was, the girls – who came from not so fortunate backgrounds managed to have fun and learn lots of things.
Adalah menitik air mata when I talked to one of them and the told me
“Saya tingkatan 2 tapi saya sekolah OKU kakak, emak ada, tak kerja. Ayah tak tahu mana. Saya selalu rindu emak “
Imaginelah, you are disabled and your mum cannot afford to jaga you so she had to send you somewhere. You understand but at the same time you just miss her so much.
Aku ni ha, barulah beberapa hari tak dapat cakap and jumpa dengan emak dah rasa rindu, inikan pulak diorang. Lagi sedih they knew that their parent send them sebab sayang. Tapi soalannya, kalau sayang kenapa we cannot be together?
That girl asked me to write my name in a piece of paper along with my phone number. She promised to call me form the home. Sebak ok masa tu especially when she hugged me and asked me whether or not I will come to visit her in the future.
Another girl wrote me a poem
Some love lone
Some love two
But I love you
And that is you, akak Sharina.
Don’t forget me ok!
She told me she created that especially for me. I don’t knowlah but I feel flattered even it was so simple.
At the beginning, the girls were quite degil tak nak dengar cakap but after sometimes when you show them that you care for them, eat with them and luagh with them, they opened up dan then is when they show how loving, caring and smart they are.
Ok, aku pon tak tahu apasal aku tulis entry emo macam ni but I cannot help wondering kenapalah ada orang yang hanya reti produce kids but never want to think about what will happen to the kids sedangkan dia awal-awal dah tahu they cannot afford to give their kids even the basic things? Especially love.
I think that’s cruel.
Anyway, I hope they will benefit from the camp and despite being in their condition, they will not lose hope and believe, they too deserve to be happy and have fine things in life like everyone else.
P/S. Sorry, no pictures. I don’t feel comfortable to display them here.
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