I wanted to laze around in bed a little longer but somehow I have to write this.
Bedmate told me that someone read one of my entries and was wondering whether I was writing about her. Usually I won’t bother explaining but because I like this person a lot, I will.
In the entry, I was actually talking about me. There was a man who err offered himself and even macam poyo nak tunjuk simpati sebab aku selalu lonely. So that person was saying maybe we could sleep together, you know konon-konon nak jadi penemanlah.
Now, why didn’t I state that it was me? Because it felt awkward, as if macam aku nak cakap “Eventhough I am married, I am still hot” macam tu. I don’t feel comfortable writing it down like that. I did try to but I felt my cheek burning.
If [touch wood] I am on the verge of seperating or memang dah tinggal asing dengan bedmate [touch wood again], aku dengan tak malunya akan cakap probably takdela rasa keji sangat kot aku nak menggatal or orang nak berkenalan and such, provided I am ok with it. But not when I already told that person I am happy, doing ok and understand apsal semua orang nak jadi setiausaha obama walaupun aku rasa lonely.
Like I said on that entry
I mean dalam konteks ni, happily married or takde masalah kene blasah or kene share kote dengan pelacur lorong atau volunteer whoreslah kan.
Bukanlah tertakluk [wahh] kepada kene blasah or share kote tapi to other things alsolah. Pendek kata not in the context of ‘happily married’. Ala you get what I meanlah.
I even talked about this [the guy and his ajakan] with tetek during our lunch date. They asked me lah apasala aku tulis macam tu, so I told them. Now, with them it’s a different story. I can tell them almost everything because they will never judge and they will always understand.
I love you tetek [wahh tetibe haha].
So there you go, it’s all about me. Although I am not sure what’s going on but I like you, there for, this entry.
Ok dah aku nak mandi,lepas tu nak kene upload gambar untuk kedai emak [hohhhhhhhhhhh last-last aku jugak kene] and then pergi mana ntah lagi.
Have a wonderful weekend and kiss kiss.
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