I am nauseous and I am tired.
I am also tired of what is happening around me, what I see what I read.
I may seem as an easy going person but I still hold so many things inside, they are things that are still on leash. What you read here is just some part of me but of course you know, no matter how merry and easygoing I may seem, I am not a friendly person.
I am not.
And of course, I am not that nice either, so save all the swearing for me, it does not matter because I know, I am not nice. It hurts yeah but it’s like mencurah air ke daun keladi hehe
But of course, you are still allowed sebab sukati kaulah, asalkan kau happykan?
Anyway, few seconds ago I was thinking maybe I should take a time off and see how it goes. But then I remember, I write because I love to talk crap a lot.
I mean where should I pour all my crappy stories when there’s no one at home. I can talk to my cats but it’s not the same.
And there’s also nuffnang, although I have to say I am getting sick of them for being bias but I admit I enjoy seeing the numbers on the cheque [walaupon tak banyak]
I also admit I enjoy blogging but if you say I am proud of being a “blogger” you may want to think again. I have never advertise about my blog, never attend any event, never really call myself a “blogger” – the word make me cringe, I call myself Chics . I also never went to any big bloggers meeting. Never really nak berbaik-baik with the so called big names.
Reason, sebab aku ni kan jahat so I cannot bring myself berlaga pipi with those who I don’t like. I don’t see the point of doing that, dah aku tak suka apa jadah nak jumpa bagai. Although I am polite enough to avoid rather than to see and then ignore or muka senget-benget or to tell them I don’t fucking like them, unless you step on my tail – on the personal side.
I am here, just because I happen to like it. Very much
Ada orang baca pun aku tulis, takde orang baca pun aku tulis.
Macam bagus je aku ni kan but then dah aku tak suka, tak sukalah hehe. I mean I do know there are people who also don’t like me and seharusnya diorang pon tanak jumpa aku kan.
But you know, who knows maybe on day I will sebab aku tetibe dengki bebudak ni jumpa xiaxue [haha tetibe]
I don’t know why I am writing this but yeah, there you go.
