Few weeks ago I read in some of my senior’s fb status about a death of another senior. I didn’t know her quite well but surely I know her name.
I didn’t really pay much attention until I came to a blog, that linked to the late senior’s blog.
It was heartrending reading her thought but what made me shed my tears was her courage. I am not sure I will have her share of courage if I am at her place.
She survived breast cancer before, her thoughts can be found here [ read it, it's very moving]. Yet on 6 July she succumed to another cancer, just few months after giving birth to a baby boy.
I am sure she didn’t know me but my prayer will be with her.
Few things striked me as I read her blog, one of them is.. you will never know when you will force to leave, life is too short.
There she was, planning her future and all and just like that her fate twisted. It could happen to anyone, it could happen to me and it could happen to you.
Cancer always makes me shiver, I came from a cancer family background and many of my family had succumbed to cancer. My last medical check up show some uncomfortable result when it comes to my cancer markers.
I talked to swirly he looked at me and said
“We should be grateful with what we have. And we should live and eat healthy”
I told him other things, I told him human should not wait. Just grab whatever you can and go for it. Life is too short to think and step back.
Do not be afraid of failure, of what people might say because at the end those things will be gone. For good.
I made a promise to myself that I will show him how much I love him everyday, I will show my emak how much she means to me and I will show my close friends that I cherish them in my life.
If I I die one day [which of course I would] at least those people know, I, chicsinred, was happy and they had made my world happy and their existence mean so much to me.
This is morbid and might sound silly, I know. But sooner or later this is what we have to face.
But I really hope, when my time come, I will leave with no regret, I leave telling him, in this world there is someone who loves him with all her heart, with all her might and with all her soul.
And that person is me.
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