Treet treet. The phone rang. Don’t ask me why it made the treet treet sound unlike the conventional kring kring. Dah bunyi dia macam tu.
” Can you submit it by this week?”.
Ok.
I could. Just that I don’t bloody understand what he just said during the briefing. My head was heavy, my nose was full of water and my temperature was.. was beyond normal.Let’s not talk about my chest, apart from not being busty :(
I don’t have the force and energy to do anything. Not even to swipe my favourite merlot lip butter to my dying lips.
I need to talk to someone, I thought as I grabbed my phone. But the moment I heard his voice on the the other line I sobbed. Bloody idiot. Apa sebab aku menangis pon aku tataulaaa. Mungkinkah kerana aku takde kening ataupon ada jerawat bernanah di bawah bibir yng menampakkan mukaku sangat celake yang bakal menakutkan sesiapa sahaja yang memandang?
“Don’t cry love, don’t get upset ok,” he said. Should be comforting but somehoe the attemp failed.
That’s it. I need to see a doctor.
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“Why did you tear the form? You are supposed to send me two copies”. My feedback was..oh do I? How was I supposed to know. When I saw the cut-here-line I just grab a ruler and tore it. This is what happened when you are trying to be smart when you are obviously not.
Nevertheless she was a good doctor. Not like those who just place their stethoscope and scribble-scribble and pushes you out the door.
“Drink cofee. Drink a lottttttttt of coffee,” she said leaving me wrinkling my forehead. Was she mad? I don’t take coffee and coffee is not good for health! Are a doctor or you are just trying to sell some drugs? Tell me. Confess nowwwwwwww.
She sighed as is she was able to read my mind. “I never ask my patients to take coffee but for ashtma patient, taking coffee is crucial as it helps to open the lungs.”
Oh.
“But I don’t take coffee…”. Dengan tiba-tiba mata doktor itu membesar.
“Eheh I mean, I can take it for medication sake hehe”
Before I go she advised me to not to take any cold drinks, oh you should see her expression. Kalau kau nampak, komfem kau pon tanak minum air sejuk.
She surely care about her patient, apart from having the bility to read people mind.
On every medicine she wrote [more likely the nurse wrote]
a. Drowsy! Drowsy!!
b.Must complete!!
Oh man, dia macam tau-tau je aku suka ngelat makan ubat.
I ignored those bloody paperworks and enjoyed hoursss of uninterrupted sleeping thanks to those drowsy medication. Bliss.
And today1 I feel so much better hence making me wanting to skip my medication. Typical me hehe.
Tapii tetibe tringat “Must complete!!” Somehow that phrase is like a post-it on my forehead. Nak completely cure punya pasal aku pon makanlah ubat-ubat itu semua.
And here I am, bersandar dekat kerusi dengan perasaan baru lepas tarik marijuana sebatang dua, bezanya takde rasa hit dekat tekak.
Dan seperti seekor zombie aku menaip-naip tanpa arah dan tujuan. Lantaklaaaaaaaaaa asalkan taip.
Oh don’t tell the doctor, I did not have any coffee at all.
Some people can’t live without coffee but I can absolutely can live, zombie or not.
Ok. I don’t know what I typed but I hope they make sense.
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Edited: I took two cups of coffee last night resulted tak boleh tido and a cup this morning. Stupid phlegm tetibe ade la plak menyerang :(
Now my hands are shaky sebab minum kopi. Ni yang terasa nak penampar orang ni. Eh tetibe. Hehe
- This entry was written yesterday ↩
