I can’t believe what I read on the screen.
Lately ni aku suka matured girl la, especially bini orang.
And then he told me how he likes this one Indo lady who is also somebody else’s wife. At that moment I felt sick.
Apa nak jadi dengan manusia ni semua, especially him who I used to go out with and taught me lots of things about life. I know he’s not this low.
I told him, if he ever did such thing, go for bini orang, I shall not talk to him anymore and he responded by saying “That serious?”
That seriousssssssssssssssssssssssss?
It’s fucking serious to me even you said it’s a common thing that lots of people at Petronas, Exxon and etcetra are doing it. Which sounded so wrong and keji. If that is true, how weird is it when someone who is suppose to have brain that are good enough to secure good job, drives fucking european car, and wears cufflinks that cost thousands cannot differentiate between what is right what is wrong?
And then he used the quote love is blind. Come onlah, love is not blind, it’s the human who are blind and stupid. Love is a sacred, wonderful thing.
Then I asked, was it because the way the lady or women who are married carry themselves? I mean, some women [I said some ye] became more composed, poised and matured after they tied the knot. And perhaps the way they treated their spouses yang membuat orang tertarik. Sifat keibuan, penyayang, bla..blaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
It’s like in uni, when a guy is single no one really notice him unless he’s a hottie. Tapi bila dia dah start couple with a girl, few other girls will notice especially those who befriended the girlfriend. Barulah perempuan-perempuan itu sedar yang ohh sweetnya mamat ni, caring nya diaaa besnya kalau aku ada boyfriend macam tu, klakala dia tu and so on. Hence, kadang-kadang out of concious they have a crush on the guy, the one who used to be invisible.
Same goes to those who yang perangai macam memet [yes it's meant to be memet [tau apa maknanya?]] yang terhegeh-hegeh nak dekat laki orang. Probobly the guy selalu la cerita pasal keperkasaan , kesuamian dan kebapaan dia terhadap perempaun itu dan kadang-kadang menggunakan tektik busuk lagi keji bagaimana the wife tak pandai layan or tak appreciate. Manalah perempuan tu tak suka atau kesian atau kesial atau apa-apa jelah dekat kau, dahla perempaun tu memang biol kan. Tak payah lelaki, perempuan pon ada macam ni. I mean, regardless genderla, tak perlulaaaaaaaaaa kau nak ceritakan masalah rumahtangga kau dekat orang. Memalukanlah bodoh.
Kan aku dah emo. Selalu macam ni tau. Hish.
Back to my question. The reason?
Simply because forbidden fruit itu sungguh best, sungguh enticing maybe?
He said, maybe to both but there’s nothing he could do about it sebab dah taste dia macam tu. Yet he said, he will try to refrain himself.
At the end of the conversation I told him, it’s not right for me not to talk to him if such thing happen. It’s his right to do whatever he wants for his life, it’s his right to downgrade his moral and it’s his right to answer to his own guilt when he succeded in ruining other people marriage.
Seriously, kalaulah ada orang nak tekel dan seterusnya dengan aku, aku akan rasa sungguh keji dan menyampah.
Tapi macamlah ada kan hehe. [Sempat lagi nak prasan tu]
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