2008

Sequins and beads

by chics on Wednesday, 3 December 2008 - 10 am · 20 comments

After taking my baju from Nancy which was few days before Raya, I realised the baju was quite plain. Adalah tidak bersesuaian dengan saya yang getik bila memakai baju [even ada orang cakap aku adalah seorang yang plain, ye memang aku dah berusaha dah tapi kau tu adalah pundek , boleh?]. So when I tried that baju, I felt quite sad. Aku memang macam ni, baju tak cukup meriah pon nak sedih. So tak payahla keji lebih-lebih.

Because it was quite late to send the baju for labuci and sequins, I decided to take things in my own hands. Iaitu menjahit sequin itu sendiri. Habisla jahanam baju aku but hey, I must. At least try. Sebab kalau jahanam pon takpe, baju aku dan tidak perlu disesali sebab aku yang menggatal nak buat. After spending the whole day, I managed to finish them. Masalahnya orang spent 1 hari jahit manik yang intricate tapi aku hahaha, satu hari untuk manik yang simple. Ye lakan, masa Kemahiran Hidup pun, bukan aku yang jahit kerja kursus, nenek aku yang jahit. Yang aku jahit pon, baju kurung kedah, tu pun tak boleh pakai sebab leher dia kecik sangat.

Anyway, walaupun jahitan itu macam celaka senget benget, ia telah mandapat puji- pujian dari ramai orangg. Wahh aku pon terasa sungguh domestik goddes sungguh tapi tak sedar, puji-pujian itu hanya akan memakan diri sendiri.

Sebab sekarang aku kene sequin semua baju mak aku :(

Ok dah, cinderella nak kene sambung jahit, sebab sabtu ni mak ada wedding nak pergi dan dia dah warning awal-awal suruh siapkan.

Sian cinderella kan? Hehe

Tagged as: beads, Manik, sequins

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That Sunday

by chics on Tuesday, 2 December 2008 - 12 pm · 16 comments

in deep thinking,family,personal opinion

I was all alone on Sunday so I decided to go swimming. The thing is, it was Sunday and ramai orang menyebabkan aku agak malas yet I managed to secure a chair [ala yang boleh baring-baring nak sunbathing tulaa.. aku tatau apa nama dia ntah].

On my way towards the chair I saw a stud and my heart leaped, ohh kacakk. Tapi senyumanku mati when I saw another stud and they were holding hands. Apalah, kenapa hemsem hendak berpasangan dengan si hemsem but still, indahnya ciptaan Tuhan yang dua ekor ini.

And I did climb down to the pool with my perut gendut but halfway sahaja because the water was fucking cold. Aku dapat rasakan bontot aku yang lebar ini tetibe mengecut sebab sejuk sangat. So I climbed back and sit on my chair, next to a hot arab guy. Jarang aku nak admit arab adalah hot, tapi yang ni memang hot, aku terperasan dia jeling-jeling aku [hahaha, mainan perasaan betulllllllll] so I had to suck my tummy all the time. Babi sungguh, letih tau tak, nak control perut flat punya pasal. Hoh!

Anyway, a family captured my sight. Initially I saw two teenagers, two boys playing with joy inside the pool, and then I saw a pretty hot lady [for her age] waved at them, followed by a man in a red spandex. Ok, gelila lelaki pakai spandex tapi apahalla pulakkan, dah katanya swimming pool. They must be a family because after that I saw the guy climbed down into the pool and join the teenagers while the mommy splashed some water to them while laughing. Later the woman and the guy hugged each other while the children took pictures of them. I found myself smiling in discreet.

I don’t know how to explain what I see but their expression were genuinely happy and they way they looked at each other, full or love and adore. Even when the way the guy looked at the women, sungguh penuh perasaan sayang even perempaun tu punya lurah bontot nampak sebab sluar dia low cut sangat. Nak je aku pegi naikkan seluar dia dekat situ jugak.

Hmm, lari topic.

What I want to say is, sometimes I wonder how could couples who initially claimed they were madly in love with each other suddenly fall out of love after sometimes. And worst, sometimes they hate each other. Ok, I understoodlah when kau baru je couple-couple, that’s like a trying phase but when a couple decided to get married, they should be aware of what they are doing and the responsibilities that they are bearing. Like my bedmate said, you said your vows and you should always remember the vows.

I am no expert tapi from my observation dengan orang-orang keliling aku, kadang-kadang aku rasa orang kawen for the sake of nak kawen, nak pakai baju chantek-chantek, nak buat wedding grand or alasan, menghalalkan sex or even nak tutup mulut orang ramai especially parents. So what happen when the wedding is over and you have to adorn in your normal clothes or you are too old to have sex? Or not attractive anymore? Hehe memangla kawen tu harusla nak romen [rempit tak guna romen? haha] malam-malam tapi it’s not just about that. And it’s your life, lantakla orang nak kata apa, sebab lepas kawen kau yang nak hidup dengan orang tu. Before you witness and said “aku terima nikahnya” you have to be sure that you can’t live without that person. Marriage is a good thing tapi you have to be sure. Sebab, nampak je macam best tapi sebenarnya, kalau tersilap buat pilihan jadi tak best. Rasa nak cekik-cekik je orang yang tidur sebelah tu masa dia tido. Hehe saiko.

Tapi ada jugak yang kawen memang atas dasar want to live together tapi lepas tu jadi lain. That one I don’t know tapi aku agak, mungkin salah satu sebab ialah masing-masing degil and tak nak communicate. Ke bukan?

Wahhh akuuuuuuuuuu. Sungguh poyo. But, macam tak biasala kan? Haha

But he has a different view.

He said, we were born into this world without having any chance to choose who our parents and siblings are. Still, we love them unconditionally and yes, they are arguments sometimes but somehow tetap ada perasaan kasih itu dalam hati. Memang ada adik beradik yang bergaduh berpecah belah tapi kata oranglah “air dicincang tak akan putus”. And he said, orang dulu tak pegi dating pun, terus kawen, bahagia je. They never see each other before the wedding tapi their marriage lasted their whole life. So maybe arranged marriage akan lebih bahagia, sebab you don’t have a choice, you just have to work things out.

I don’t really agree with arrange marriage, thinking of it menakutkan aku nak nak memikirkan pilihan mak aku macamana. Hohhh.

Tapi one thing for sure, I pray that aku tetap akan menchentai orang yang sama dan janganlah aku ever fall out of love. And for that person to feel the same way too.

Tagged as: chenta, Love, Pool. Parent, Swim

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Notes and more notes

by chics on Tuesday, 2 December 2008 - 1 am · 6 comments

in crap

I am not in a good mood, let’s go random, malas nak type pepanjang.

Aku tengah berasa tak best ni sebab tadi masak indomie, potong cili api burung lepas tu aku pegi pegang hidung. Now my nose felt so panas rasa macam terbakar. Dan pija [bukkan peeja ye . Gila lame lawak aku nih ]

I have a very dry skin therefore I use lotion to achieve the ultra soft bontot baby skin. Malangnya bukan selembut kulit bayi yang aku dapat, tapi kaki aku tumbuh bulu-bulu lebat, yelakan aku jenis yang tak de bulu sangat tapi hari tu masa rendam-rendam aku macam, wahhh rajin benar dah diorang ni bercucuk tanam, ni mesti sebab kulit aku dah subur. Adakah aku patut pergi beli wax sekarang? Mungkin juga.

Aku tak paham apsalla ada orang split personality. Sekejap kau pakai kopiah, kejap kau tunjuk tetek. Apa susah sangat nak jadi 1 character je? Kalau susah sangat kau jumpa psychiatrist nak? Meh sini aku kenalkan, aku agak tahulah juga doktor-doktor sakit jiwa ni. Kau nak?

I want to buy a new bikini tapi aku nak beli when I manage to get rid of my spare tyres. Iaitu, takkan beli sampai bila-bila la jawabnya :( . Bukannya aku tak cubala, just that everytime I try, mesti ternampak iklan ice creamla, mak aku masak sedapla orang ajak makan luarla. Tulah dia, alasannn..alasann.

Aku rasa bilik aku berpuaka, asal on laptop je mesti malas nak buat kerja, kalau off je mesti mengantuk. Tapi kalau duduk dekat bawah on laptop, segar jeee. Boleh pulak buat kerja. Perlukah aku cat bilik dan membeli perabot baru? Hihihi

While jogging, a guy with a hot body passed me by. Dengan eagernya aku nak tengok muka dia but I almost cry in shock sebab his face resembles one of my lecturer [ala yang tak suka aku tu] yang dulunya dikatakan pernah masuk arqam. Yelakan sebab mamat tu pakai sluar pendek nampak bontot seksi bagai. Ehe, it was not him, close but not him. Nasib baik.

I am missing someone and as much as I hate it, ia menghalang aku membuat kerja. I hope that person is missing me too or else I want two pair of new shoes. Bad mood tau tak takde kawan nak gossip.