What is happening?
I am currently doing a research about the effect of blogging an social networking but perhaps what I should do is “why do people blog” at the first place”
This thing has turned into some a) publicity battle field all the sudden, b) people bashing, c) perlumbaan blog siapa paling best atau siapa yang paling best or even d) PDA. And don’t let me go to the plagiarism part or even identity stealer.
It’s like blogging has been globalise . Everybody is writing about the same thing, well almostlah, not everyone but almost. Example, just look at the ramadhan post, tell me what type of entry do you always see?
Yeah, yeah I know it’s up to them to write whatever they want but last time it was not so like this. Memanglah ada but it way more fun dulu-dulu , zaman dimana blogspot tak boleh post gambar dan wordpress tak wujud. Sakit hati ok kalau nak share pictures. Masihkah anda ingat siapa-siapa yang terlibat?
Honestly, dulu I don’t feel the irk reading any blog.
And you get to write what you want, putting your heart at your sleeves, letting the vulnerable part of you out. Now, if you do that, watch your privacy die slowly. Habis mak bapak adik beradik entah sesape ntah ambik tahu hal engkau.
You have to be sensitive, to jaga hati the readers but hey, what about yours? You cannot write about certain things because it’s unethical tapi sometimes the readers sukahati aja main blasah to provoke either the blogger or other readers. I mean, everybody could be a bully virtually, hiding behind anonymity. Cuba kalau depan-depan, berani?
I always told someone I wanted to quit tapi tak bolehlah, who am I kidding man? Gatal aje tangan aku ni. But the truth is, I am tired. Tired but obligated. Tapi aku tak mahu terus menjadi salah satu statistik blog yang meaningless.
Two solutions:
a) blog at facebook
b) disable comments
Eh cannot blog at facebook. Another dilema, my nuffnang is doing so well, if to kumpul-kumpul the money that I got, I could buy a pair of weitzman already[tapi kene tambah sikitlah hehe]. So blog at facebook or private the blog is not a good solution. Maybe I could blog about more personal thing at facebook. Maybe.
Disable comment? Hmm. maybelah. I tried doing that not to long ago, quite peaceful. It’s like talking to MJ. She listens and that is enought to give me the comfort that I need cuma they are times when I need feedbacks so howlah?
Not that I don’t appreciate your comments, I do but sometimes I just need to just..let it out. Macam bila aku mengadu dekat emak, lepas tu emak membebel dekat aku. Potonglah dan bingit, I just want to mengadu. Or another good example, when you pray to Him, you say what you want, you even cry sometimes. He did not say anything [literally] but you know He listen. And because He is the Almighty, sometimes he provide you the solution in his Almighty way, even when he did not you still feel better. I mean, have you ever been in a situation yang sangat shitty dimana everytime you talk to Him you feel better or when you talk to your psychiatrist you feel better? I do, besides Him, dulu I always talked to epy, she is such a good listener, never judgemental and so supportive, a very good friend. That sort of comfort. I just need comfort, maybe I am the type who enjoy silent comfort [ade ke such thing?]
I think I sometimes wrote something like kata-kata nasihat is not welcomed and some people said “tak paham lah kenapa tak suka nak dengar pendapat orang”. Sebab apa? sebab I don’t need any, I just feel like letting it out of my system. Untuk melegakan otak.
I don’t know why I am typing this but somehow I feel like it.
Kan ke dah menyumbang ke statistic meaningless ni? Tsk.
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Updated.
- Murtabak ayam
- Roti Jala
- Air Kathira
- Rojak Singapore [added]
- Pulut panggang
- Cream caramel [home made, by me of course :P]
- Daging dendeng sambal [home made]
- Honeyed Chicken Wings
- Nasi Tomato & ayam masak merah
- Kuih cara berlauk
- Bubur lambuk
- Rendang ayam emak
