Bad mood. Bad mood.
You are in a good mood or no mood to read a bad mood entry? This is not for you.
- When you always ask me kenapa tak pernah ajak makan kat rumah and when I finally did, you did not turn up, did not sms or call and then you said “I tak confirm pon”. Bloody hell, kalau kau dah cakap nak datang but to you it’s not confirm, there is a terms that we call “update”. Kalau kau tak jadi datang updatela, smsla. That’s call courtesy. It’s not that I am mad no one finish the food because I did[ like usual] but I hate this type of perangai. Kau selalu kecoh nak suruh aku ajak datang makan but then when I finally did, dimana adalah susah untuk aku ajak orang datang rumah sebab aku malas + tak suka nak entertain orang, you did this.
- Besides the sikap acuh tak acuh, I hate
a) Unpunctuality – Semua nak lambat, lepas tu act as if it’s ok. It’s bloody not ok, I hate people who lambat.b) Sikap aku yang malas – Aku gila malas ok, padahal bende tu dah nak kene submit dah and I still can blog. Boleh tak sapa-sapa tolong cubit aku sikit?
c) The fact that the person that you wish you could hate and ignore is blood related.
- I use to be an ok person, who always tried her best to look at thing in many perspectives but somehow after few series of kecibaian aku telah menjadi seorang yang sangat angry dan bitter. I fucking detest almost everything. This is sick, I sometimes wish that I can get my old self back and I did try to get her back. But failed miserably.
I am angry when I came across fugly people who think they are hot and make a big statement about it, like ” I am freaking hot and you are jealous coz you are not” [like hello, kau pernah ke dengar the real hot people like sasha bashir or daphne said that "I am hot?", jarang ok], Ko diam-diam je boleh tak, kalau kau hot satu Malaysia comfirm akan tau.Excuse me I know I am not supposed to get angry over things like this but somehow I did. I am angry when people fail to deliver their words and I am angry at myself for always being angry.
- And when I am angry please don’t try to pujuk me with fucking stupid things like making cat sound as if I am going to melt or making small talk. If you don’t bloody know how to cool me, just leave me. I will be ok in a few hours.
- I wish I am more rajin to bersenam tapi aku malas.I wish I have the power to say “Isteri kau adalah mandul” ataupon “Besok, kau akan mati pucuk” but I am no God. And I wish I can stop thinking about such thing.
- I wish my friends and myself are not so into our so-called-new-life. This sucks. I barely knew anybody anymore.
- I am mad with myself because woofie had to be put to sleep. That’s the last resort since no one not even SPCA wants to accept her, we can’t take care of her anymore because the old house is no more available [everybody there decided to move for real] and surely aku tak boleh bela dia dekat rumah aku . I hope God will forgive me and so will she.
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