Among others there three particular person viewed my blog for the past few days. Big deal lah kan except one of them is the pycho bitch who scratch people car and another one is a psycho bastard who used to harass me on IRC. And he studied in the same college with me. And another one is a guy who forgot where did he put his kote, which happen to be one of my ex.
That night, I was on the college IRC when he asked me adakah aku kesunyian when my boyfriend was not around? Of courselah tidak and starting from that point dia mula membuka langkah melayu rempitnya dengan bercakap pasal seks and also humiliated me on the channel.
Oh, he had a crush on one of my housemate, tapi adakah housemate aku mahukan seorang yang macam sampah seperti dia? Tidak ok. Tidak.
I can’t remember what did he said exactly he said but I remember being pissed and when I saw him the next day he looked as if dia tak bersalah. Babilah, kalau bukan sebab dia tengah borak dengan kawan dia memang aku maki depan tu jugak. I told my bf [that timelah kan] about it but he just asked me to forget about it. Because he is just not worth it. Memang betul pon dia tak worthy sebab tak lama lepas tu dia kene buang sebab gagal keluar. Tula mak kau hantar kau blaja kau pergi nak mengote.
And my ex. That particular ex. Anak kamarudin pekerja kerajaan yang terlupa dimana kotenya. Hoi, apa kau ingat aku dah settle down , kau dah settle down semuanya akan dilupakan? Hell no. I still fucking hate you and I do not wish to see not even your nick on my frienster apatah lagi lubang hidung kau yang semua orang tau memang besar macam serombong kapal.
Berani macam singa? Tidak sama sekali, lubang hidung mungkin sedikit macam singa.
Hmm. I don’t really memperkatakan pasal rupabentuk orang but when I did that means that I am freakingly mad dan aku sangat-sangat menyampah. Kalaulah aku ni pembunuh, kaulah orang kedua yang aku akan bunuh lepas seorang lagi mamat yang boleh tahan gakla gampang dia.
Ada hati nak kirim salam dekat aku melalui Ciko konon. Apa kau pikir aku akan menjawab salam kau sambil buat muka insaf dan hilang ingatan? Taikkkkkk. Kalau kau ada dekat sini nak je aku ludah muka kau. You don’t deserve to be treated like a man, pondan-pondan yang kau selalu gelakkan dan gelikan have more dignity than you do, ok.
Everytime when I think about him,there is this sudden rage in me, yang sangat meluap-luap. Sekarang aku rasa seperti mahu turun bawah dan memecahkan kereta emak atau kereta-kereta orang[motif nak pecahkan kereta mak sendiri?]. Hmm, in case you don’t know I used to have tendency untuk memecahkan barang-barang when I am mad. Dululah tapi. I am more composed now tapi tula , asal aje aku dengar nama mamat ni mulala datang penyakit saiko aku tu.
I have forgiven most of my exes but he is not included. Why? Because he not only made my life miserable but he made my emak and ros kamal miserable,like big time. Am not going to recap, don’t let me toreh luka yang telah sembuh ok.
Aku bukan pemaaf orangnya. Mungkin kadang-kadang ya tapi bukan untuk gampang-gampangan seperti mereka-mereka.
Eh, aku terlupa hari ni hari Jumaat. Sori sebab terbanyak mencarut.
But no need to give me kata-kata menyedarkan or whatsoever.
I am not in the mood.Keep it to yourself.
Happy weekend.
