Emak turns 55 today.
Emak said, she will apply for old citizen card at bluewave because they give discount to old citizen. She also told me she will apply for lots of other privileges. She sounded happy when she told me , I smiled but actually I was not that happy.
I don’t want emak to get older, get more sakit. Sometimes I feel so sad when she yelled in pain trying to bangun from duduk yang lama because of her arthritis. She even sembahyang duduk now. But being me I never show that I am worrying. Sometimes when she complaints about her aching joints and bruises I get really worried. Although I always laugh when she try to diet and called her emak gemuk, I really wish she would watch her food. Stop eating santan-ed food or junk.
Emak get on my nerves sometimes. There were times when I wish I could move out quickly but most of the time I just want to be close to her. To have lunch with her and gossip about my exes, my classmates, her friends and artis-artis malaysia. To lie on her bed, watching tv or reading her magazines.
I have so many things to say but somehow I could not put them to words.
But one thing for sure, I am happy to see her happier these days. After all what she had done and sacrificed, she deserve to be happy.
So emak, kita tau mak tak baca blog nih [you didn't even know how to switch on the computer] but I wish you continuous happiness. Don’t cry in your sleep anymore, don’t cry in your prayers anymore. don’t cry don’t be sad. Don’t be. Sebab ada ramai orang yang sayangkan emak. Sangat-sangat tau.
Kita doa untuk emak hari-hari. Supaya umur emak panjang dan semoga Tuhan sentiasa ampunkan dosa emak. Tapi yang penting, supaya emak gembira dan tak ada rasa susah di hati. Hari-hari doa,sampai bila-bila dan takkan berhenti.
Emak, happy 55th birthday.Besok kite lunch sama-sama ok.
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