2005

A day before Raya

by chics on Tuesday, 8 November 2005 - 8 am · 16 comments

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Everybody knows that bedroom is meant to be private. You can do anything in your bedroom. I love to be alone in my bedroom and do whatever I want to do. Cry, sleep, reminisce and almost everything.

My bedroom is small so with curtain it looked gloomy. Had to draw the curtain aside to let sunray splash into my room for I hate gloomy places. Murky and gloomy, it’s like waiting for me to die. Suffocating

A day before hari raya, I was quite free since my mom went back to Hulu Langat already meaning I was all alone with my bro who was sleeping in the house. Decided to take my own sweet time, had a long shower, did some hair treatment, facial and performed some beauty regime.

Was happily helping my self with all those creams and whatsoever only in my underpants with my hair wrapped to the back. Satisfied with my newly plucked eyebrow, I decided to get my hair dry. Was walking towards my bed which was opposite my bedroom window when from my blurry vision, caught a glimpse of something red.

“Oh, jiran belakang ni tukar langsir merah”

Yeah, but shouldn’t it be all red? Why there’s only small patch of red?

Still topless I reached out for my glasses on the bed. Without glasses my vision is nearly to naught. How can you aspect someone with 800 power to see clearly?

Oh. Then I can see clearly. Clearly it was not some red curtain but the only thing red about the across view was a man in a red towel staring right at me, a topless girl. Who was in shock and not knowing how to react.

Fuck.

What was he doing? I mean what was he thinking? It was fasting month, for God sake!!

Ye, I know it’s my fault at the first place. I should have let my curtain down. But being an absent minded person I forgot that crucial note. Plus, how am I supposed to neat up my brow in a dim room? Kalau kening aku senget seblah macamanala?

With full of kegelupuran, I drew my curtain down but still peeping. He’s still there. Get dressed and still peep. He was still there.

The thing is..I know that guy.We never exchange any words but I know him.

Question of the day is..agaknye berapa lama dah dia membuat pekerjaan itu?

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Please

by chics on Monday, 7 November 2005 - 12 pm · 7 comments

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I miss him so much
Like i can feel my heart shrinking.

God, please help me to be strong.
Please..please.

I just don’t want to be a fool anymore.

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Raya story

by chics on Monday, 7 November 2005 - 8 am · 9 comments

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On this hari raya, I missed my dad so much that I pretend I didn’t care at all.

On this hari raya, I ate the best rendang in this world which is my nenek’s rendang. Eating while watching my cousins burned mercun under a kuali.It made boomed sound and it was fascinating to see the kuali flew in the air. Sickening is more like it. But that day is hari raya’s eve, so it’s forgiven.

On this hari raya I had fun with my cousins. I realized we had two resemblances. Eye bags and we are so attracted to camera. Vain is more like it.

On this hari raya my mom nearly send me and dropped me to the nearest Hindu temple coz I refused to take off my nose ring. Luckily I get away with it.Hehe.

On this hari raya I ate too much rendang and ketupat that they gave me headache and forced me to me to pay frequent visits to the toilet.

On this hari raya I woke up at 12 noon in short on the second day and eat mcd for lunch.

and watched craps on tv. Wondering why must I felt guilty for choosing cold mountain rather than watching I know what you did last raya.It’s like a sin not torturing yourself with malay movie during raya.

On this hari raya, one pakcik gave me duit raya, I refused to accept it but he made me to.I feel so keji coz probably everybody still think I’m still a school kid. I had to do something with my breast.

On this hari raya, I felt pressured by sordid invariable questions by my relatives. I nearly yelled at them but at the end of the day I decided to put an end to everything. Oh, and as usual I cried.

On this hari raya, I wish I applied for more cuti.* sigh*.

On this hari raya, I would like to ask you, how was your raya? Come on, today is still festive season, too early to start working.hehe.

Honestly, who feel like working today??

Anyway, hari raya snaps are here. Don’t say that I didn’t warn you, it’s full of my face,as usual :P

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