Lalala

by chics on Thursday, 10 November 2005 - 10 am · 21 comments

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The say love conquers all. I beg to differ.

Sometime when you are in love with someone else instead of letting go of your feeling you keep for your own good self. Reason being..perhaps you don’t want to get hurt or perhaps you just don’t want to let go some part of you, to be shared with other people..or perhaps you just want to be loved not loving.

But still you say “I love you”

When you in love, conceivably you think everything is possible. You thought you would die for that person, you thought you would do everything to make that someone happy. You would never allow any tears to be shed. When actually the truth is, while reality slapped your face you realised you just want to gratify yourself. Probably you love someone because it is hurtful to be unwanted, to be unloved and most of all you don’t want to be lonely.

Love is never enough. Have you heard someone said “What’s wrong? Everything I did for you is never enough”. How enough is enough? It’s like life. Is what you are getting out of your life is enough? For me, it will never be enough. But along the way, effort will definitely help to alleviate things.

Do you remember the feeling when you are struck with love? The most wonderful feeling of all. All those slap happy faces and blooming heart and do you remember the feeling when your relationship is stable? The feeling is nothing. Still happy but oh well, what to worry about. Things will be fine. Eventually do you remember the feeling when you lost the love of your life? Excruciating until some extent you feel numb.

Love..can be very infatuating but when it’s over it can be very annihilating.

And then you will tell yourself not to fall in love again.

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  • http://awana.blogspot.com SuperfluousBabe

    oh tell me something new. this is juz the exact thing that's happening in my own life. i've juz lost the person i love too right b4 aidilfitri. n now i'm struggling n trying to gather strength to move on again.
    in fact, i still believe in "jodoh" … probably he wasn't mine in the very beginning. but if he is… then one day it will happen.

  • http://udaswoop.blogspot.com/ Uda

    But yet we still fell in love agian and the cycle repeted all over again…. the joy, the hurts, everything….. but wat can we do? we're just human…….

  • desparil

    ya.. i've experienced a few times where time moved so slowly it was almost going backwards.. but you WILL make it. just be strong..

  • http://www.qmarn.blogspot.com kuman

    be strong and sabar chiky……

  • chics

    nik – fail maths mmg horror but this is more horror-er.haha
    bobby-hmmm

  • chics

    syahbrat- trueeeeeee
    elene – :(
    wawie – haha but u made me laugh :D
    bas – tula pasal.gatal sgt :P

  • chics

    ermon – :)
    desparil – do you know that time sometimes really move so slow?
    Harith- are you for real?
    paulie- thanks man
    karat – i lost faith already loh
    WongAhBeng- lagi best kalau digcam pasal kalau benci boleh terus delete, tak payah bakar-bakar
    Dade Ghost- sigh. really?Somehow it's quite hard for me to be convinced

  • http://bobadlin.blogspot bobby

    be strong chix..
    be strong….
    dont let ur emotion get into control..
    be centered..n u will get all done..
    InsyaAllah…

  • Nik

    Hang in there, you've been thru this before, u'll make it again this time. In fact chiki, everytime you bounce back a stronger person . It's a learning process and like failing math, some lessons are learnt the hard way…. take it from a loser like me :P

  • http://mysara.scravius.com mysara

    wat an eye opener…
    love is nothing but madness being sugarcoated with a dash of sprinkle

  • bas

    they say if u've never been in love than u've never actually lived a full life. though it's true that when it's over it's excruciating. but then don't u think it's worth it? maybe that it the price u have to pay foe being touched by love.

  • wawie

    y? y? wat hapen tu u? watever hapen, just remember, ada hikmah disebaliknya..hmm..poyo tak? ok..i'm not helping..

  • http://hotstuff.groovylicious.org Elene

    babe, naper nihhh? lek k, hang in there..

  • syahbrat

    Its amazing wht love can do to "us"..

  • Dade Ghost

    Nevr stop falling in love. Love, maybe is not everything, but it is one part of life to make it whole.
    U r still young, lots of more experience in store for you.

  • http://wongahbeng.blogspot.com WongAhBeng

    wonderful moments… itulah sebab mengapa mesti capture the moment menggunakan camera.. Kelana masa2 yang berlalu tidak akan kembali jua. Di masa hadapan boleh tengok gambar2 detik silam untuk mengimbasi itu kenangan. :B

  • karat

    Thats part of life that we have to go thru..Sometimes being in love make us forget all the reality in life..all the things that will struck us in the future,either it bad or good..Past is past,but wonderful moments should be cherish in our hearts.
    The most important thing is dun lose hope…never…….

  • paulie

    man.. i feel ur pain..absolutely.. all the best..

  • Harith

    isnt it fun . that 5 minutes of feeling loved is worth all the pain you are going though.

  • desparil

    chics,
    you may have heard it before but time will heal all wounds. take it from someone who's been there, done that and going through it again.. just remember the song "i will survive..".

  • http://owange.blogsome.com ermiefaharina

    so true.




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