it’s friday.*gasp*.Time flies [ke fly?entah] isn’t it?
today is my last day at this company. and shall start my new job as early as monday. no break at all. not that i don’t want to have an break but being at home kinda make me go crazy. nuthing to do and that will lead me to depression. weird isn’t it? but true..i need to make my self occupied.
i hope my new job will give me more satisfaction. to me what is money without satisaction. i mean you go to work everyday but at the end of the day you feel meaningless? hmm..not my cup of tea.
plus what’s the point getting all dressup to work when nobody acknowledge you? ahh i love to dress up to work, give me the boost of confidence. and now i can pull out every wardrobe that i love. skirts, shirts and dresses. ahhhhh..blisssssssssssss..
i just hope that they would still allow me to ym. what is life without ym?
am feeling good already!!
have an enjoyable weekend people!!

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second entry for today.
am so bored.
ag attended few meeting for the whole day [mcm dlm drama rtmla plak asik meeting]
the rest are just plain bz.
so i updated storytella.
setelah sekian lama..
hehe

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Ok.I think there’s something wrong with my face. Nolah, it’s not that bintik. I think I have an innocent-naive-oh-I’m-a-helpless-girl face. This is terrible, not good. For 12 years I had try to put the impression of a tough girl. Because I’m petite, I have no other option but to put on my garang face, so people would steer clear of me, for my own defense. Some even said that I have a snob face. Snob-snob pon ko ngorat aku gak…
Like yesterday, while I was on my way from bukit nanas monorail station to dang wangi lrt, a guy came up to me and said
Guy: You look lost.
Me: No.I’m not.I’m going to the lrt station.
Guy: Let me show you the way.
Me: But I know the way.
Guy: Comelah..
He drew closer. Fuck. I had no choice other than to walk faster. Do I look lost? I don’t think so. It’s because I think my face is written “kaunter pertanyaan” all over it. People keep asking me for direction. Adakah muka aku nampak seperti seorang cendiakiawan? Mungkin juga. Or perhaps my face looked so sincere [haha] and obliging.
Perhaps it’s obliging coz once when I was walking home a guy stopped me and said that he was a tourist, a lecturer from sabah who was left behind by his tour member.Right.Sorry but he didn’t look like a lecturer to me. Anyway, he wanted to borrow my money so that he could find his tour group since he left his wallet back with the rest of his belongings. Ehe..I dunno whether he’s bluffing or not but hello, even if my face look like 2 years old girl, I’m not loaning you my money. Had enough with loaning people money but did they ever pay me back? No. And those were people who I called friends and you expect me to do that to strangers?.Duh.
But the worst thing is..when mat rempit and those in seluar hijau baju putih mengorat-ngorat aku di jalanan.Cakapppppppp..Aku ni ada muka minah rempit ke?Memangla aku hisap rokok rempit tapi takkanlah muka aku mcm minah rempit kot?And tak cukup garang ke muka aku sampai aku dingorat oleh sekumpulan budak-budak skolah yang komfem spender pon mak belikan.Hoh.Dimanakah hunk-hunk semua?Tsk..
tak..tak..saya bukan rempit..percayalah..
First thing when I get home today. Practise making garang faces on the mirror.
Grrrrrr…

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