So, Astro decided to air Akademi Fantasia second season on channel 15. And it brought agony to me coz my mom won’t let me do my channel browsing anymore. She’s like glued to the tv for the umpteenth time. She watched it like..night and day? When I whined about it she said
“Tula, sapa suruh awak yang ajar mak?Salah sape skang?”
And last night she dragged me along. Hey, I enjoyed that show. I really do. My favourite was.. zahid [ok,nicky I know ur making that face] bcoz he remind me of someone? Sort of ..not important..Anyway, it makes me whimpered for not having the voice or at least the look for like zillionth time.Hey, I too want to be on tv!
You know I spent lots of money to vote for whoever it is last season. Not only using my phone, but I used my mom’s, my dad’s and even my err..partner’s [that time] phone. And I vote like everyday. Hahaha. Poyo tak poyonye aku ni. Nampak sangat aku takde life. Sanggup dtg futsal lambat sebab nak tgk AF. Haha. I wonder who will sizzle this season?
Anyway, while browsing the newspaper last three weeks, I came across a very familiar face..in the page about the latest AF audition. There was..my cousin ‘manja’ly known as darling [we, have such affectionate nicks such as darling, ayang and puteri and don't ask me what my nick is] trying her luck out.Gamba besa lagi ok.and yang paling bestnya, the next day, her picture came out again in a different newspaper. I mean..hello..we the whole family can’t sing but from my mom’s story she’s selected for the final 200. Another step to final 12. Surprise..suprise..I mean..if she’s selected..whether she can sing or not, we will definitely vote.Sape lagi nak sokong keluarga ye tak?You know I can even picture my other cousins, my aunts, my mom and maybe myself sitting in front and carrying the banner
“Vote for darling!!”
Scary..
Yes I know..but dun worry, I won’t let you guys [especially u, who is smirking your face] see my face. In fact I already got a threat last night..
“AF ke AG?”
humm..tricky..
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travis,mark and tom
You know, I never like rock or punk or whatever it is song. I’m the mellow type, yang slalu denga lagu jiwang and cinta-cinta but there’s one band which is exceptional. And the lucky one is Blink 182
It started when I was doing my thesis. I brought our home computer back to my place in hillpark coz I needed a machine to er…do my thesis?My bro has a very good taste when it comes to music [and a very good taste in woman] and he downloaded tonnes and tonnes of music videos in the pc including blink 182. So,I listened and fall in love. I mean..I constantly listened and watched their clips like everyday..Nak start buat thesis, tengok dulu..dah habis buat thesis..tengok lagi..nak mandi tengok dulu..nak pegi kelas tengok dulu..balik kelas ngadap blink 182 dulu.It’s like an addict.Memang poyo aku tau tapi itulah kenyataannye.And blink 182 sedikit sebanyak mempengaruhi thesis aku.hahahahaa..how?Dun ask me b’coz i oso dunno.
My favourite vidz is all the small things.Macam gampang.I love the part when mark buat muka sengal dekat parking machine and when tom eat the flower.Hoh.sungguh turn on..But my favourite song of all time is adam’s song.I dunno why but the lyrics made me hooked.Memang sesuailah dengan aku.
Anyway, here’s their song from their latest album, always.
I’ve been here before a few times
And I’m quite aware we’re dying
And your hands they shake with goodbyes
And I’ll take you back if you’d have me
So here I am I’m trying
So here I am are you ready
Come on let me hold you touch you feel you
Always
Kiss you taste you all night
Always
And I’ll miss your laugh your smile
I’ll admit I’m wrong if you’d tell me
I’m so sick of fights I hate them
Lets start this again for real
So here I am I’m trying
So here I am are you ready
So here I am I’m trying
So here I am are you ready
Come on let me hold you touch you feel you
Always
Kiss you taste you all night
Always
Come on let me hold you touch you feel you
Always
Kiss you taste you all night
Always
I’ve been here before a few times
And I’m quite aware we’re dying
Come on let me hold you touch you feel you
Always
Kiss you taste you all night
Always
Come on let me hold you touch you feel you
Always
Kiss you taste you all night
Always
Always
Always
Akhir kata, tom..please marry me!!
hmphh..
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Do know how it feels to push yourself to the limit? It’s like your heart is bleeding but you force your lips to crave a smile.. So that everybody won’t know.
And it hurts twice when your heart is bleeding and you are forcing a smile and people mock you because you are smiling.
It’s like loving a person. You tried your best to love him even deep inside you are hemorrhaging. You thought he could be the cure but instead his words tore your heart apart. And sometimes you wonder.. does he really loves you? Like.. you think of him all the time but he rarely calls and when he did..His voice doesn’t sound enthusiastic.. Just normal hi and hello. And then you tell yourself..Get a life..The world does not revolve around you.
It’s like eating at mamak. You hate mamak..to the max. The smell of curry make you puke. But you have to hang there and you are hungry..and ordered naan which come with curry. You feel like throwing up.And then you tell yourself.. Get a life..curry never kills anybody..unless it’s poisonous.
It’s like hating a person. You hate him that you wish him all the misfortune in this world. Wishing that he would regret all the things he had done. Wishing that he’ll suffered from HIV. Wishing that you could haunt him forever..Or maybe you wish you could burn down his house..enjoying the view with his echo of agonizing voice, fried to death.And the you tell youself.. Get a life..It’s not noble to wish for bad things for other people.
I am tired..tired of pushing myself.I am tired to love, to eat at mamak and to hate. My body and my mind can’t take these anymore. Maybe I could just stop. Change love to like..change mamak to malay..change hate to ignore.
And then I tell myself..Get a life..I am not that strong..
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