I used to be fat, maybe not so fat but still..fat and plain. At that point of time, I was almost barely discernible. My self esteem was low and it hurt not to be notice by people. It hurt when only to be seen as the messenger to my other friends. It hurts to feel insignificant. So, after school I resolute to do something about it.
Sometimes my relatives and friends ask me why issit I have to be so vain. Like, I would put on my make up even on going to the hypermarket or to the wet market. Hey, to me even I’m not blessed with good looks or vulupcious body but nice appearance will simply make my day. It give me self esteem, plus you’ll never know who you gonna meet ;). During my uni days, my guy friends always teased me about my appearance it’s like “Chics, kau nak pegi mana pakai camni.Kau nak mengorat Zaidi ke?” Heh, do I care? No.
You see, to me woman must always look stunning. Even if you’re married or even you’re blessed with 6 children. It’s distressing to see when a woman got married to someone and start to overlook their appearance. They said “Alah, aku dah ade husband, buat apa nak cantik-cantik,bukan nak mengorat sesape pon”.But then when their husband tend to put on weight or dress sloppily they would complain. Or even worst when their man starts to cultivate extra attention to other woman they’ll accuse their husband for not being loyal and get pissed off. God created human to appreciate beauty, no matter either they are born with dick or not. It’s not the guy fault if they look at other woman when their own wife does not give her best shot to look desirable for her own spouse. It’s exactly the same for us woman to drool over married sexy guys such as Brad Pit and George Clooney[am not sure if he's married but who cares] although I must say old people are not my fancy. You know what, it awe me to see a woman who look beautiful yet have like 4 kids as if they are still unattached. Even I as a girl, think that it is something incredible. So to my friends who already tied the knot or for brides to be, I hope you girls will stay beautiful and astounding as they way you are. Don’t lose it just because of some rocks on your finger.
So no matter how you think how ugly your are, just dress up aptly coz being in that state will definitely make you feel good about yourself. And it doesn’t hurt to look nice. What for you work your ass out 24/7 for some freaking company but at the end you can’t feel good about yourself. Give it a go and you’ll know what I mean.
Anyway[Nik, pinjam ye,hihih], pardon me for my vainness. I’m a Pisces so blame it on my horoscope.Hehehe.
