It’s only a week to Raya but I dun feel like celebrating it. I dun even gone shopping yet!!Just imagine.Not even a single dress!!How bad is that?I mean compared to last year or last last year or year before that I would sure get my wardrobe full with new clothes or I shall busy dragging my partner or ex-partner[whatever] shopping..But look at me..I’m so boring that I am just stuck in front of this computer.Huk..Huk..
And you know what..I commit a sin yesterday[to me la]. I went out to see live band in the middle of bulan puasa. I can’t simply deny the offer form a friend and went along. Tapi aku tak menari ok..Duduk je..goyang2 badan..Demm..Oh no..U can’t blame me 100%.I was so damn lonely on the saturday evening.There’s absolutely no soul in the house and I was feeling crappy.Before that I went out for amovie with another friend but he’s busy with his own plan.Ok fine..I’m guilty 100%.
And today..Sunday..It’s already 3.22 and I have wasted all the time that i have by lying in bed and staring at the ceiling thinking of i dunno what.My ex-ex called and ajak me to hang out with him at his apartment. I was tempted but I dun think I should go. Not that I dun want to see him but I dun want to let one thing to lead to another.
Tomorrow is already Monday..and I have to go to work..Arghh..I feel so lost..
To whoever you are…please found meeee..hurry!!
It’s raining season again. Although, I must said it’s quite a good news to muslims since it’s the fasting month and it’s not hot at all but the bad thing is..every time when ti’s raining season I always got my athma attack. And it happen yesterday. Not just that but also I had a high fever. So I was off for 1 day.You know..It’s horrible when you fall sick and your mum is not around.I felt so unloved :(
Anyway, on my way to the office this morning I was listening to a radio and topic of the day is
“Does SPM result really matter?”
Hmm..Actually..To me the answer is yes and no.
Yes is because, if you excel in your SPM U have the opportunity to win scholarships to study abroad [unless u r filthy rich] and also..you will have a sweet memory..Like..ahh..I scored 10A’s in SPM.
No is because..Does not mean that U didn’t get a good result..it is the end of the world.I mean how many millionare really excel in their studies? But you must put a big effort in it lah kan..
What happen to me was..I did not get an excellent result.My result was so-so[was quite bad actually] but you know what.It teached me something. I used to fool around in school.I only learn ‘konsep mol’ when it was only a month away before SPM and did not have any clue about the rest of the subject. So when I was in uni, I did much much better coz my SPM result taught me lots of thing.On the negative side..My record is a bit cacat. I managed to get perfect score for UPSR and PMR but my SPM was totally screwed.I mean for my rememberance..It’s like..euughh..
Ok..enuff of the boring topic..tiba-tiba aku menjadi sivik plak hari ni..
U know I think the statement that only guy went through ‘pecah suara’ is not true.Coz I perasan after having sore throat my voice will definetely change. Logically pon, takkanla seme suara pompuan stay sama dari kecik sampai besar kan?Does this make sense?
Soory, the medication that i am taking make me like this..hmmpp..
I end up going to work late. Not that I woke up late.I woke up quite early actually but maybe I took too long time to dry my hair and to do the make up. So since I was running late I speed up my car eventhough I know it’s raining and it’s quite slippery. I had tonnes works to be settle before 10 so what the heck,I just drive on. When I was about to reach subang toll area, I didn’t see the jam there. I was speeding around 60 km/h and there’s a car 20 meter in front of me. Shite. For sure I’m gonna hit the car.
So I brake..An emergency brake..But the car won’t stop.It’s keep moving and making strached sounds.Had no choice but to turn the stering to my right or else I might hit the BMW. Luckily my right route was not that jammed and there was no car at the moment. I thought I was safe but the car just wont stop. My car went straight to the devider..even I pressed the brake’s pedal so hard.
I closed my eyes, I don’t want to see what’s going to happen as I know..For sure..I’m going to hit the iron thingy. Habisla aku..Habisla..Janganla aku mati..Tak sempat nak raya dengan mak dgn ayah..So it thought..I’m gonna die.And will be burn in hell..For reckless driving.
But God still want me here. My car stopped just few inches before it touches the iron thingy. Just few inches.Thank God.I was stunt..I mean..I’m save, no harm at all.After that my leg felt like jelly. Wobbly.
So dude, dun speed when it’s raining or u might end up at batu 2 instead of batu 3.
