This shouldn’t be happening. I was telling myself not to fall for yamyam’s trick but again and again my heart melt when he held my hands and smile affectionately. Shite..Somebody please knock me on my head.
Saw nani’s and yani’s wedding pic.Well, ramainye kawan-kawan aku kawen. Everybody is getting married.It’s weird u know..before this I would cringed hearing the word ‘marriage’ but now..when i heard of people getting married, i can feel like my heart are being stabbed.I, probobly would ended up as a spinster coz I keep waiting for a thing that I surely know not going to happen.Talking about drama queen..Sheesh..
Maybe I should reconsider becoming a dyke. Uh..Did i told you about my date with my best mate Nicky a.k.a Nick? Last saturday we had a date..Actually both of us were dateless so we just date each other..hehe..I was thinking of buying another sluar cerut-cerut so I dragged her to Uptown.Since she was starving, she had her dinner at the hawkers first. I thought of dieting so I didn’t ordered any food but then the glass noodle was so..tempting so we shared it together. She was SMSing Nikkit [Nikkit,sedap gile tang hoon tu..rugi kau takde..muehehe] who was in Australia.Since her hands was holding her cell phone so I decided to suapkan dierla..and when somebody called me she suapkan I baliklakan which is so common but then I can perasaan people started to threw some ‘weird’ looks to us.Issit weird to see two girls getting comfortable with each other. I don’t think so..Ke aku yg salah?
Nicky:Chics, do u think orang pandang serong kat kite?
Me:Uh?Well, probobly.To hell with them.
Nicky:Yeah..Like I care..
Me:Anyway, I’m halfly dyke.
Nicky:Ohh..Issit?
Me:I thought U know..
Nicky:Ok..Whatever..Coz I prefer dicks.
Me:Oh..In that sense, me too.
It’s more like appreciating women actually. I like to see curves and the way women walk gracefully. I used to stare at my ex-roomate when she was sleeping or even when I go shopping with yamyam I would stare at beautiful girls who passed by..hehe..It’s actually a good thing coz I won’t marah my bf when he keep gazing at other girls coz I value exactly how he is feeling at the moment. My ex housemates used to be scared of me coz during clubbing night when everyone was intoxicated I would just grab them rather than grabbing guys..hahahahah..
Anyway, someone told me that..it’s a major turn on for him when he discover this..Hehehe..
I so want to eat U
My bf’s back and so I was happen to be sick yesterday. I was thinking to play sick the night before since he was given a day off yesterday but hey ho, I guess God is Almighty and I had a fever .But then, instead going promptly to see a doctor we went for my bags and shoes shopping instead. It’s amazing to think of it..Shopping can unconsciously alleviate my fever..Ehehe.By the time it was dark, then only I realised that I should come up with an MC tomorrow.Shite..camnela aku boleh terlupa gi klinik.So then my bf brought me to a clinic which he claimed I can easily get an MC.
Well, First of all..I was instructed to fill in a form and write down how many days I wanted the MC and also write down what ailment was I suffering from[macam aku doktorla kan boleh tau aku sakit apa]..hahaha..Then I was called to see the doctor.
Dr:Ok, sakit apa?
Me:Demam..tapi pagi tadikla..Badan saya panas
Dr:Hmm..Letak demam selsemelah ye.
Me:Ok…
Dr:*Take out his statescope and began to place it on my chest* Ok..Tunggu luar.
I was trying so hard not to laugh. First of all, I was only having a fever bukannya demam selseme and secondly, what the hell was he doing with the statescope, isn’t he suppose to check my temperature..and finally although he charged me RM20 but it was written RM 30 in the receipt..Hahahaha..No wonder the Dr.Drive Mercedes..Clk Kompressor lak tu..
Nyesal siot tak amik medik..Kalau tak mesti tak lama lagi aku boleh beli X5.Hehehhe
P.S:Forgive me, tapi aku mmg tatau nak eje stateskop camne.
Ok..now i gotta use this template coz the last layout was sort of killing me.For the mean timelah..
Having a bad start when mom casually asked me whether i’m totally gonna get rid of kuyam because she now saw that i’m constantly going out with somebody else. Urgh..All i want to do is to focus on my mork..now that she mentioned it, it sort of ruin my whole day..and shite..he’s coming back this Sunday.I do miss him but somehow i find tranquility when he’s not around.I dun have to think about his parents neither about him living in denial.Sad to say, these 2 weeks has been 2 wonderful weeks for me for the past 2 months.
And now when i’m developing a new liking for somebody else is what making this dilemma more complicated.And the fact that this guy is super duper nice and sweet and sort-of-melt-my heart is making me even more cankier than ever.And guess what?He got all the qualities I want in a guy..
The problem is..My heart says “yamyam” but my body and mind say “that guy”[haaaaa..sorry people not going to reveal the name..yet]
Oh shite..I’m now trapped in triangle love[cinta setiga]
