Archive for September, 2004

Yearning

Posted by chics on Sep-30-2004
Beautiful morning. Am having a magnificent day and my spirit is far above the ground.. and I’m doing my work efficiently until.. last few minutes.

A guy stepped in. The first thing I caught about him was..the smell of his perfume.He is wearing Issey Miyake perfume.. the exact perfume as yamyam’s. I just love it when yamyam wear this perfume.. make me weak on my knees.And now this guy is wearing the same perfume when thinking about my ‘lost-bf’ is the last thing I want to do.Even though he sit quite far from where I’m sitting..The smell lingers..and it’s killing me..

Fuck.I miss him.

Yearning for you


P.S:Urghh..might change my layout since this one is having some kind of problem..

Stupid Bitch

Posted by chics on Sep-29-2004

I’ve been bitched by one of my candidate.Actually he’s not my candidate, he’s more like my collegue’s candidate.He was supposed to come at 10.30 but he came at 11.30 and insisted that the interview was supposed to be at 11.30 instead of 10.30.Anyway, whatever. Since my collegue got another appointment at 12 so she ask me to helped her on the interview.

Oh boy, what a bitch he turned to be.A male bitch.A stupid telco male bitch.I just don’t get it why some asshole who always turn to be my own race turns to be such arrogant bastard when they think they had already climbed the corporate ladder.He keep giving me some kind of mocking look as i run the interview session with him as if aku ni mcm budak mentah[ok, i know that's true tapi..yelah..kan kau nak mintak keje ni?]

Me:So, what is your best achievement so far?

Male-Bitch:*Sneering*.Of course to be at this managerial level when i’m only 40.U know, i earn RM 8 K now and I have lots of property.For the mean time I have 3 houses.I think i’m quite successfull and i’m so proud of myself.

Me:Oh..Ok..Let say if the salary that we are offering is lesser from what you get but the job really satisfy you, would you be able to consider it coz u mention earlier that exposure is what you want..

Male-Bitch:What?Of course not!!I really want to talk to your collegue now.She is so irresponsible.Money is the most important..exposure is one different subject.This is absurd.

He then asked for his CV’s back and said that he is so frusfurated since he went through all trouble to find parking..and had to park so far away and had to walk quite a mile [which is a lie] and what so fuck more everlah.

Male-Bitch:I dun want to be a bitch but I regret coming here. This is just terrible and frusfurating.*stand up and gather his things*

Me:*Smile*.Have a nice day, sir.

Fuck you, sir is more like it actually.Come on..I know hundreds of successful malay and they earn twice or trice much from what you earn but they still give their respect to other people. They know they have it but they did not go mocking people as if we didn’t matter.And he talked as if, getting involved in telco is everything.Hello encik, ayah saye pon keje telco jugak..tapi takdela prangai cam awak..malula skett..

Eeii..I was so sakit hati coz he bitched at me and it is not even my fault at the first place..Manala aku nak tau salary kau bape skang..And bukan aku yg set appointment dgn kau and sape suruh kau pekak..orang kata kol 10.30 kau ingat kol 11.30.But since i am supposed to show my friendliness and can’t bitch back coz my job needs me to be hypocrite, all i can do is smile to him.But at the end, when he walked out the door…I cried[ which is so me].

I cried because I can’t bitch back and and it’s against my nature.

Dem yuhh Male-Bitch!!!

Gymming[sukati aku je nak letak camni]

Posted by chics on Sep-28-2004

Hey Ho.Unlike yesterday, I was happy. Actually the morning part is a bit shitty but..dunno what happen suddenly i’m more cheerful in the evening.

I went to gym yesterday and as the result today..bontotku telah cramp.Yeah..yeah..laugh as you want but to me it’s a good pregress sbb bile bontot telah cramp maknanya muscle2 disitu telah berjaya dikerjakan..heheh.So people, there will be no more dark age when people can spot my presence from miles away justbecause of my huge butt :(. Anyway that’s not my point. My point is..I was in the lift to go back after a refreshing day at the gym when there were 2 guys inside with me..And yes..they are yummylicious.And that’s not my point either. What amazed me was..they are chinese and they speak malay to each other.

Cute-guy-1:Awak sudah lama masuk ini gym?

Cute-guy-2:Sudaaahh..Bagus aa ini gym..Banyak amoi lawa.

Cute-guy-1:Betol..betol..some more..dapat air free lagi..

Cute-guy-2:waa..awak kilija mana?

Cute-guy-1:Bla..bla..

I can’t exactly remember the detail, but i can’t help staring at them.Pasal..susahnye nak jumpa cina cakap bahasa melayu sesame cina.Seriously..Even in my office, it’s either they speak English or speak chinese dielect which will always make me wonder

“Ey, derang ni mengumpat aku ke?”

Hmm..maybe i should learn to speak chinese dielect too..so far i only know the word ‘cibai’..hehehe

Blues of Monday

Posted by chics on Sep-27-2004

Monday come again..with the blues of course.

Have to see a fucked up client today and usually yamyam will be fetching me but since he’s gone now..so all i can do is..hail a cab and try not to think of him.

I wish I could see him coz there ‘re lots of things that needs to be sort out. Now i know the timb bomb begin to tick..I need to find a way to save it.

Finally, that person did say something..so what is my reaction?Well, actually i’m kinda expecting it..All I can say is..

Give me some time..

Perception

Posted by chics on Sep-24-2004

Being a light-hearted person is not uncomplicated. People always read between the lines wrongly. When I was working to earn extra money during my semester break in Pets Wonderland, a colleague came to me.

She:So, kenapa you berenti skolah masa form 3 ye?

Me: Huh?

She:Yela, kenapa tak sambung blaja?

Me:Aaa..Sebab malas kot..

Well, it’s not that I don’t want to protect my self but there’s no point pointing out the truth if they would never believe you in the first place. I always get this kind of perception. People always indicated me as having a sugar daddy, a stewardess [??], a bimbo [common one], as someone who does not have respect to people and somebody with low education background. Well, fine. Maybe it’s my fault. Blame it on my ‘whatever’ attitude. But last night. I was quite shock..Was having a long-conversation with Noone when he pointed out something.

Noone: Kau sentiasa high, tak taula kalau kau high camne.

Me:High??

Noone:Yela..Kau slalu nampak cam as if you were on drugs 24 hours.U know..Every guy would have thought that u are easy.

Me:What do you mean by that?

Noone:Means that..Senang je nak ajak kau balik and sebab kau slalu nampak high..lagi senang, coz u probably won’t remember what happened to you.

Me:Shite!!Serious..Ooo..Selama ni mesti kau dgn Aling membincangkan hal ni.

Nonne:Hahahahha..Kalau tak takkan dia slalu nak ajak kau gi Genting.

Darn..And I thought that was a joke. Anyway, if you really know me..You will be surprise with the result. All I can say is..

“Dream on”

And yes Noone, aku bangun lambat pagi ni..hehehe