Chics joined a gym yesterday and it nearly make her broke for the whole month of August even it is not even August yet .But because she is so determine to shape up so she thought why not splurge some money eventhough she can picture how her bf ’s face would be when the bill of his visa arrive.

The gym was..awesome..And all the chicas there were..bomb..but yeah,there were some exception.And the guys were..*drool*..They have sort-of-dancing class which really makes chics teruja and they also have yoga class.Eventhough chics never tried yoga but since Madonna is practicing it, then it must be cool*..Hehehe

Chics was enjoying the facilities..She somewhat mempoyokan diri using all the facilities eventhough tahaper2 je yg dia buat.And then she and her girlfriend when to use the sauna and was feeling like a roasted chick. The only thing that she hated was ..that gym is using cheap shampoo that make her hair stand on their own.So the keras.

All the effort in the gym nearly gave her another athma attack. She woke up in the middle of the night, hardly breathing, cramped muscle and with some  fever. Too much for working out maybe? This conclude that how un-fit chics is..*frown*

Despite feeling like a shit, chics went to work today and was thinking..

“I’ll be going to the gym tomorrow”..

THE END

*Note:Chics is not a bimbo

During some lonely nights.

I never failed ended up crying..

Feeling confused and thinking how could things went wrong..

Things that I can’t even find the answers..Things that I need to talk about..

But not to my mother

Not to girlfriends..

and not even to my guy..

and maybe not to anyone. 

 

I can’t figure out how or why

But he never fails to read my mind..

To sense that something is wrong with me.

There’s always a buzzing phone..

A warm voice to comfort me..

In the middle of that lonely night.

Even though we seldom meet..

Busy getting with our own life..

But we understand each other..

and we confide to each other..

as a friends and not more than that..

He’s life is a chaos case..

Practically mingle with any women he met..

And ended having what he wants..

He never believe in feeling or love..

Coz love always deny him..

But he swears in the name of friendship..

Me on the other hand..

Had all the love I want..

But just fail to deal with my own ‘inner voice’..

 

It’s ironic and cynical..

How a chaos guy who didn’t even know what to do for his life tomorrow

Could always give a huge comfort to a girl

Who thinks she know exactly wants she wants ..

Who thinks she is in control with her life

Ended up, always making stupid decisions..

To my night angel..

U know who u are..

I thank you for being there for me..

And..remember..

I will too, be there for U.

I was on my way to buy Gym gears (remember that I need to reshape?) that I bumped into a friend.Actually not my actual friend.A friend to my yayang is more like it.Anyway, whatever..We went for a drink and some puff of cigarettes and this is when she spoke to me.

She:I actually kinda mad at you..or hate U.

Me:Uh??

She:Remember the day..bla..bla

Me:Well, I didn’t know that u were hurt..My intention is pure..yada..yada

What was I saying in my heart?The actual thing.I didn’t know that some gesture offended her..I mean I was telling her that I’m feeling fine eventhough yamyam’s car broke down and we have to wait.So she was expecting me to feel sorry and sad?Okay..maybe I was being ignorant to her..maybe I should realize that she wanted to show her concern or something..sorry I didn’t mean to hurt u.See..I’m one ignorant biatch..I dun really care how people around me feel..Oh,man this is bad..No wonder she had been giving me cold treatment when we went lepaking at her place..Darn..Ye..Lepas ni aku akan jadi minah kepoh..Or at least give a shit to what ppl say.Hmm..

Anyway,the part where she told me how is she feeling about me is something good.I can take things like that..I mean..I never care what ppl say but in her case..lain..pasal i’ll always be hanging out with her sbb bf aku baik giler dgn bf dier. So I dowan her to hate me..not that I care tapi yela..nanti tak best pulak..

And I didn’t told my bf about this which is so un-natural of me..I guess something is better left unsaid..Ye ke?Ke tak?Tahhla..

Hee..Did I say that I’m rewarding my self?So I did..Since my yamyam was working last saturday so I joined Nikkit and Nik on a shopping spree at KLCC and oh my..they are having sale!!Felt so teruja when I saw the word sale.Went shopping non stop from 1.30 till 6.30 until my legs got so wobbly. Even when Nikkit an Nik wants to head for Sg.Wang, I told them to leave me and my shopping alone and so they did. But did I mind?No.Not a bit. Actually I wanted to but a nice pair ( or maybe 2) of shoes and a new hand bag instead I ended up buying a skirt, shirts and a shawl.

It did not end there.Yesterday when to OU . Me bought lingeries and nighties from La Senza and also a new bag from nine west..Yam2 got himself a new shirt, pants and I bought him ’seluar ikat-ikat’ from British India. Wanted to buy a pair of sneakers for my self but darn..tak sempat..and also, did not manage to get a pair of new jalan2 shoes for me..huh..Oh well, tak apa..minggu depan ada lagi..

Hmm..To think again..I was suppose to revamp my blog but instead..it went other way,but a nice way I should say..

And oh..I failed my PTD test..hahaha..It was weird coz I dun feel sad at all.Not a bit..It was my yayang yg feel sad..He was saying thing like “I’m so frusfurated.If only you put some effort and took it seriously”..oh well..Maybe I was not meant to be working with goverment..hehe

Tomorrow is weekend and I’m not working.

Bliss..

But me is not going to met my man tomorrow coz of he is bz

I hate it when he’s bz

I hate the fact that he lives so far from me

but no, I dun hate him..not for today

but yes, I hate the fact that I can’t have him for myself tomorrow.

It’s weekendla..oiii!!!

Not Bliss..

Today I talked to Ciko

I told him that I feel like getting married now

Suprise..suprise..

Oh yes, I’m having my menses..so this feeling won’t last.

Bliss or Not Bliss??