Who said that it’s hard to find a job nowadays?? There are only 2 possibilities either u r lousy or u r too choosy.

I hate these poeple who whined and told me that i got to help them to find a job..i felt pity and i proposed them to companies and..what did they pay me?By not turning up to the interview session..by suddenly vanish when they has already accept the offer letter.

What are their problem..I heard all kind of lame excuses such as “that place is too far”, “My father say i should not take the offer” and many many other lame excuses..I mean..if u are not keen at the first place,why the hell did u say yes when we first proposed u??Cakapla taknak..kan senang..So i dun need to waste my time preparing what sort of things for u and i dun have to waste my time explaining things to my boss.

I feel like slaughtering people today..

Farah:Babe!!I saw u in midvelli yesterday…and u are fat!!Kau

dah gemuk babe..apa sudah jadi??

Me: Huh?series??Apsal tak tegur aku?

Farah:I was upstairs..Tak sempat..

That’s it..Farah is an honest friend..That mean she is not lying about my condition.

maybe..maybe if i manage to shape my body..i shall reward my self with a little splurge..a new hp maybe??hihihi

Uh, by the way this is my second day i’ve been doing without my morning-hot-chocolate-from starbuck.I missed them badly..huk..huk..But to reduce fat and cellulites i HAVE to cut my usage of sugar.I nearly succeded yesterday until..My eyes set on a packet of crunchie that mom left in the fridge..Demm u crunchie!!*sigh*

Yeah i know..i’m pathethic..:(

Was never a fan of too phat.Not that i dispice them but i just don’t do hi hop.

Aku yang memandang di dalam lubuk hati

Mencari-cari zat rahsia yang katanya tersembunyi

Aku yang melihat alam meliputi wujud menyertai

Lalu ku pindahkan alam ke dalam mata hati

Aku hakiki, aku mengerti segala yang terjadi di langit dan di bumi

Dunia nyata dan fantasi, pelik dan benar, qada dan qadar

Kau berilah ku kekuatan agar dapat ku hindarkan segala kesesatan

Usah kau biar nafsuku terliur dari pandangan majazi ini

Aku yang hodoh lagi hina amat benar merindui

Moga cahaya lelatu tak membutakan mataku

Semoga segala puji tak ku meninggi diri

Moga segala janji dapat juga ku penuhi

Moga dapatku hadapi tikaman dari belakang

Lidah setajam pisau, ku tidak akan risau

Dengan dugaan cabaran sepanjang perjalanan

Ku pasrah, ku akur 7,8,6 Alhamdulillah syukur

But somehow this lyric change my perception..

This is one of the picture on our short vacation to Pulau Kapas. The gurl in the orange t-shirt is nik (this is especially meant for Harris..hehe). I am fat..that’s my first thought..Look at my arm..like taufu fah( bak kata shehani).And my skin is horrible..and my face is ..tembamm!!

I used to be at ease and feel comfortable with my self until yesterday, while having dinner at showru with yamyam and friends, we stumbled upon a gurl who was yamyam’s fling and for the first time..for the first time i felt insecure.Demmit..Aku tak penah mcm ni.She was..stylo and i was sloppy and fat and ordinary??..*wail*..yeah, i’m vain..i know..u dun have to tell me.

So..Today i told my self..That’s it..it’s going to end..These are the things that i will do(perhaps)

1.Get myself registered with a gym and make use of it.

2.Cut off cigaretes

3.Drink more water

4.Buy whatever beauty product

5.Cut my hair

6..errr..

7..ermm..

8. Please suggest anything..

Ye..mari kita saksikan chics yg baru…

Ever wonder why your lady still sulk eventhough you had give them your very best?Ehe..Today we are going to learn about the language of a woman.

Man:What do u want to eat today?

Woman: Anything

The real meaning:Anything as long as it is my choice but i don’t want to say it.

Man:Are you angry with me honey?

Woman. No.Why should i?

The real meaning:Of course u, idiot!!

Man:Now, tell me how can i make up to you?What should i do?

Woman:No, i’m ok*look at other direction*

The real meaning:What should i do?U dunno???After u upset me and u dunno????

Man:Can u please listen to me?

Woman:Sure darling.

The real meaning:Listen to you?You chauvanist!!

Man:Bla..Bla..Bla..My bos is like that..Bla..Don’t you think so?

Woman:Truly.I agree with you.

The real meaning:*Yawn*.Talk about something else please.

Woman:Do you still think about your ex?

Man:Not really,sometimes

Woman:Oh..ok.

The real meaning:Demn u!!

Man:Sayang, i dun like to see you wearing short skirt.If u really love me please dun wear it anymore..

Woman:Hmm?I’ll think about it

The real meaning:No.I like my skirts and there’s no such things as “i’ll think about it”.

Man:I want to go out with my guy friends, watching Euro 2004

Woman:Sure, i’ll be going out with mine also.

The real meaning:But they are also guy..and they are yummy..and we are not watching football..

Man:I love you

Woman:I love you too

The real meaning:I love you too.

Ladies?Are there more for you to add?