Teq’s wedding reception is tomorrow. Tini’s is on the 3rd,Elly’s is on the 5th . Hmm..Suddenly everybody around me is getting hitch. No Harris, I’m not thinking to do the same, thank you.

I used to think that I want to marry but I guess my perception now has malformed. It’s so wonderful to be in love but at the same time, painful especially when ur partner can’t seem to read your mind, and that drive u mad all the time. Will the wonderful feeling last when u get married? I mean for the first year, there answer might be yes but what about when u don’t look that chic anymore and your boobs started to sag…(Please don’t)..How can someone with a free spirit get attach to someone who prefer their partner to obey every rules he has for her. Wouldn’t be chaos if they get marry to one another? And what if u tie the knot and feel suffocate after that as if u are being tie around your neck?

I love him a lot but I don’t think I can wed him..or any guy..I am very happy with my life now..I have a family who loves me, cats who adore me, a job, my friends and of course..him..And he on the other hand get profits too..He can still have someone who he can call girlfriend who will always care for him..and at the same time, he can has fun with other girl as long as she’s not his $%^$&$ ex. It’s what I call symbiosis.

I know I’m getting more neurotic everyday. You don’t have to tell me..

I will be having eerie feeling by the time teq walks on the red carpet..bahh

+call me crazy..call me blind+

Do u ever wish that u could erase some memories in your head? So that when u awaken every morning u would only have off pat about things, persons and the past that u only wish to cherish?

If only human could do that..I would be one of the person who would definitely go for it. I know that memories are meant to be cherished but what about memories that will keep u awake at night and make your tears run steadily even when other people were snoring..Or when u think about it..you can feel like your cheek is burning..

Fine. I can deal with the fact that it can be Alt +Ctrl + Delete..Maybe the other alternative is..to pretend like it never happen?? Or..any suggestions?

+neurotic me+

u hurt me

i hate you

i hate everything about you

I went to Ikano Power centre last weekend since I really longed for the taste of the mouth-watering gelato Lecka-Lecka..Yum..Hazelnut flavour please..

Since we were there, we thought we might as well go jalan-jalan around that place. So we went to Ikea and talked about the things that we should be buying and also to Aussino,which I like so much..Ah..i’m eyeing for that night gown..

Finally we went to Popular since yamyam want to look at this Al-Hikmah (is that the name..can’t recall)..Since I have no interest with his interest that moment, so I just linger around that place until I found a book titled ‘The English Roses’. Actually it was meant for kids, but the book is so attractive so I decide to read It. It was kind of chic for a kids and witty too.I sort of fall in love with the book . It’s not the ‘nerd’ kind of book for broods but if I am a small girl, I would wish for that book and if I happen to have a small sister I would definitely bought that book for her but ehe..i don’t have anymore sibling except my bro, Aie who probably mock me if I bought him that book. When I turned to the last page to read the description of the author, I came across a familiar name. Madonna Ritchie. As in..American Life? You must be kidding me..

I know that Madonna can read and write but the I didn’t expect she could be that sweet. I imagined the author of the book should be a sweet and caring mum coz that’s what the book portrayed. That person probably read for her children before tucking them to bed at night and give them goodnight kisses. I imagined someone with a velvety voice..and that someone turned to be..Madonna..The person who love to flash everything..hehe

I like Madonna,I think she is great and now I even like her more..

Have u ever wake up and everything seemed so wrong? It ensued to me today. I couldn’t locate my black slacks and I really need it coz I’m feeling pink today..I need that slacks to wear it with my pink shirt. I could wear it with brown slack instead but that’s not the look that I want. Had no choice..put on my white shirt only to realize that it’s not that white anymore..arghhh..Then..My hair seemed to have majo ‘cow lick’ effect which I really hate. And.. I was late again..

Today, I also will not be seeing yamyam coz he got some important dinner to attend..so I’ll be with my girlfriends..Only mom got the chance to see him today since she went to Putrajaya to settle her insurance thingy and they had breakfast together without me :(..How sad is that??

The only best thing that happen this morning was..the onion chicken bun which was delicious..Hope other cheery things will come up coz I really have no mood to work today.

People..cheer me up..i mean it..

p.s:found this on sleeksexycat’s website.quite interesting..