phewww…my first paper today..Despite Yamani looks cute today his paper was fucking difficult..atleast for me..i can’t seem to know any answer for no 6 till 14.Damn..i know everybody were not suppose to leave early since the paper was hard but ..why in the earth should i stay any longer when i didn’t know a shit to write down.Yes..Yes..my answer script is a laughing stock.I bet Yamani is making a joke about me now..whutevaaaa..
on the other hand my recreational paper went well even i didn’t study a single thing about it..anyway i was happy..not only because i i manage to answer all questions but also..i can boy surfing cute cute guys(mostly from engineering fac) who also taking exams in DTC.hehhee…no wonder i can think clearly after that ;)
balik rumah..to ease my piece of mind..
mom said aie and dad saw pete!!!but he try to run away?
why r u runnig away from home pete?Dun u miss my hugs and kisses?
*weep*wweep*
might be going for futsal tonite!!yaya..love futsall
+kickin’ ass+
Accompanied yamyam to his futsal session last night.Nuthing much..just the same routine..eat,get fat,laughed and choked.then headed back home.
i wanted to show yamyam the power of friendster.I met a cute guy there..so ‘click’ i go.
new message from azhan,a close friend of my bro and also a friend of mine.
“hello,how are you.Apa crite?Aku denga aie beritahu kau KAWEN hujung tahung ni”
i freaked out.Get married?With who?After we both(me and yamyam) saw the message we just..dun have anything to talk anymore.
my bro is not the type who like to talk shit about me..i mean he probably refuse to talk about me at all(i understand why) unless there is something important or anyone asked him about me.Which means..he must heard it from mum..mum if u r listening..PLEASE DUN MAKE ANY DESICION FOR ME..and it’s my life..
can’t sleep after that..
but later this morning when i checked my new inbox messages for me azhan wrote again..something like this
“Oh,bukan ke?tapi aie cakap kau nak kawen..kee..nak bertunang..aku tak sure..hehehheyela..aku rasa bertunang kot bukan kawen..”
only God know how relieve i am..but still..sape lak nak bertunang???
why for all the sudden people tend to bother about my maritial status when i’m only 23??and i know how to take care of myself..maybe it’s becoz dad is going off for some work overbroad and mom is going with him..so they need some guardian angel for me?
hummm..on the other hand..yamyam said if it’s true..he wouldn’t know what to do..That’s not the spirit i want..but i guess,he’s like that..
what a terrible and lazy day.Didn’t have mood to do anything..not after i spent 1 1/2 hrs in the bath tub with my fav bubble foam..ahhhhhh…what a wonderful werld..
+i don’t!!+
rainy morning..brrr..best way to keep snuggling in bed.instead,I woke up and get connected..
yamyam call..again i was pissed off because he will be bz today..damnla..i shouldn’t feel this way.i should feel..unmoved..tak payah marah2..or irritated or try to irritate him back.He should remain as the way i feel about him not as someone that keep flickering in my mind.
azam called..asked about do i have another guy..ironic..why ask the questin that u already know the answer..try my best to stay polite but still speak the truth..As the result..he was kinda sad..uh,oh..
he:what’s the purpose of we taking the time off if u r seeing other guy?me:please dun care about me anymore(i know it’s lame but that the only
phrase that i could think of)
but he made a point..maybe i should take my time off with yamyam too..hmm..but can i do that?
then he mention about Bad Datuk something2.That Bad saw me partying in some club in my disposed condition..ermmm..and he told azam
“we need to have a long chat..”yes..they are going to make me as the headline.Damnla these people..can they just stick their nose into their own life?
Bugger off!
when i said that to azam he said..”Bad is my old friend..of course he cares about me”..oh..fine..whatever..
i feel crappy..so crappy that i dun even want to study(excuses again..)
sheeeshhh..
study chics..studyy..got to aim high for robotic or else Yamani is going to laugh at my face..
+who will get the last laugh?+
