i know my blog is a mess.for the time being just be satisfied ok?i’m a buzy lillte bee…

sprained my ankle during futsal again last night..luckily this time it’s not so bad.Unexpectedly i met rizal there,have usual chat..nothing interesting except he wanted to have a match with my team..must be losing his mind.

i’m supposed to have a class now but i just signed my attandance and dashed to the lab..heheheh..evil me..

azam is coming back today..suprisingly i didn’t feel the excitement.hummm…go figure!!

found a new house..it’s filthy and messy but we aint got no choice..see what happens nextlah..

azam is coming back..azam is coming back…

yesterday i heard this song on my way back home with a friend..i found that the lyric is so amusing..maybe for me..

Baby when I think about

The day that we first met (the day that we first met)

Wasn\’t lookin for what I found

But I found you

And I\’m bound to find happiness in being around you

I\’m glad when I\’m makin love to you

I\’m glad for the way you make me feel

I love it cause you seem to blow my mind every time

I\’m glad when you walk you hold my hand

I\’m happy that you know how to be a man

I\’m glad that you came into my life

I\’m so glad

I dig the way that you get down

(you get down thugged out)

And you still know how to hold me

(and you still know how to hold me)

Perfect blend, masculine (can\’t get enough now)

I think I\’m in love, damn finally

I\’m glad when I\’m makin love to you

I\’m glad for the way you make me feel

I love it cause you seem to blow my mind every time

I\’m glad when you walk you hold my hand

I\’m happy that you know how to be a man

I\’m glad that you came into my life

I\’m so glad

I\’m glad that you turned out to be

That certain someone special

who makes this life worth living

I\’m glad you\’re here just loving me

So say that you won\’t leave

Cause since the day you came

I\’ve been glad

I\’m glad when I\’m makin love to you

I\’m glad for the way you make me feel

I love it cause you seem to blow my mind every time

I\’m glad when you walk you hold my hand

I\’m happy that you know how to be a man

I\’m glad that you came into my life

I\’m so glad

yes..i’m so glad..

last wednesday night we plan a suprise party for tina..i enjoyed all the food as usual..hehehe

huhmmppp…life is getting complicated everyday,really..i had a major headache thinking what should i do to proceed with my life.I know the desicion is with me but will the desicion leed me to happiness?

azam will be back tomorrow and he forbid me to play futsal…i’m kinda angry but luckily there’ll be a futsal session tonight.aightt!!time to get sweaty and kick ball!

something is better left unsaid..i think that quote is so true.lately i’m getting kinda close with someone which is kinda overwhelming actually.actually it’s not a big deal but some issues make things complicated and intricated.

so last night i had a long conversation with that person,trying to find some answer to my questions.i did but somehow it kinda change my perception..towards my self.i know that the person would say something as i expected but the truth BITE ME!

somehow i learn that i am a treacherous person,bitchy and maybe i’m selfish.The person did not say that but from all words i can say summon i have these 3 elements.I’m so regret for what had happen..i wish i could just erase it but what a girl to do??

when i manage to think more clearly now..i know that i was totally FUCKED UP.no use crying over spilt milk..it’s not that i regret getting close with that friend of mine..it’s just that.. i was so ashamed from the way i behaved lately.

the problem is..i dun want to get untangle coz..i fall..and i keep falling..

i guess..now i know what all the premonition “dun play with fire” is all about..